What if everyone I love hates me because of my genes? It would be tenfold more painful if it’s Aiden.
But would he have been willing to commit murder for me if that was the case?
And yes, he was seconds away from killing Adam. If I hadn’t intervened, his body would be floating in the pool by now.
Aiden’s lack of boundaries should scare me, but for some reason, a halo of calm submerges me.
I stopped him. He allowed me to stop him when he easily could’ve kept going. That fact fills me with overwhelming internal peace.
“Repeat it,” Aiden says.
“Repeat what?”
“The part about how I’m important.”
I suppress a smile. Why am I not surprised he only focuses on that part?
Inching closer, my space fills with all that is him. His scent and his warmth. His cloudy eyes and the chaotic emotions swirling inside of them.
Those emotions are mine.
I want to snatch them up, hug them, and somehow insert them into my chest so they can find company with my own erratic feelings.
The closer I am to him, the more the world disappears. The entire universe is tucked into the small space between us where my knees nearly graze his. “You are important.”
He wraps a strong hand around my nape and his lips crush to mine.
I don’t resist this time.
I don’t stop to think about the consequences.
I just let myself be.
The kiss might’ve started on my lips, but it possesses my entire body. It pools in my stomach and races down my spine. It paralyses my limbs and awakens my internal organs.
His teeth nibble on my lips, his hand fists in my hair, angling my head back so he can get better access. His tongue finds mine, feeding off me, tasting me, inhaling me.
I do the same.
I consume him as hard as he consumes me.
If a kiss had a purpose, this one would be all about finding each other. It’s about a connection that existed since the moment I laid eyes on Aiden in that basement.
Everything started then and it’s since refused to end.
For the longest time, I tried to fight our connection, but it keeps winning.
Losing never felt so good.
My arms wrap around his neck as I kneel, mirroring him. My fingers run into his black strands, and he groans into my mouth.
It makes me proud, that groan. It makes me proud to bring him pleasure and have this effect on him.
Still clutching me by the hair, Aiden tugs on it. My back hits the cold ground, but my burning skin hardly registers it.
He crawls atop of me, larger than life. His solid body covers mine, his muscles and arms mould to my curves like we’re two pieces of a jigsaw puzzle coming together.
He’s everything I shouldn’t want, and also everything I need.
He shoves his knees between my thighs, and they part of their own accord. He doesn’t even have to try twice. I hiss out a whimper at the contact of his trousers against my most intimate part.
Still kissing me, he yanks my skirt up and loosens his belt with the other hand.
The air ripples with tension and heat. I can taste it on my tongue and sense it with the goosebumps covering my flesh.
I curl my nails into his jacket, breathing heavily against his skin. He stole my breath, my heart, and my freaking sanity.
Aiden isn’t only a monster, but he’s also a thief — the kind who never gets caught.
“A-Aiden… Anyone can walk in.” Even as I say the words, wetness shamelessly coats my thighs.
“Fuck them.” Aiden grips my chin with two fingers as his other hand yanks my boy shorts down my legs. “I need you, sweetheart. I fucking need to be inside you like I need air.”
I need you, too.
But I don’t have to say it aloud. Aiden must’ve read it in my eyes. He really knows me more than I know myself.
He wraps a hand around my throat and thrusts balls deep, filling me whole. I gasp, but no sound comes out.
He stole my ability to breathe, talk, or even think.
He stole my fucking heart and soul, and there’s no way I’ll be able to get them back.
He’s a thief, remember? A damn thief.
“Fuck, fuck!” His entire body tightens with the force of his initial thrust. I can feel his rigid abs without having to touch them.
My eyes brim with tears. Could be due to being filled by him.
Could be because of the way he’s squeezing his hand around my throat, barely allowing me air.
Could be because of the intensity in his gaze.
Could be because it’s been such a long time that I felt this whole.
Could be all of them.
Being with Aiden is like going through a roller coaster ride in a dark tunnel. There are ups and downs. There’s black and danger. But most of all, there’s excitement and the euphoric feeling of being alive.
I’m alive.
With Aiden, I never stopped feeling alive.
He picks up his pace, ramming inside me like a mad man, like his body can’t contain his passion. Passion that bleeds into me, flaring inside me in the form of sparks and fireworks.
It’s slightly painful, and I’ll be sore for days, but I revel in that sting of pain. I revel in the way he can’t control himself when he’s with me.
“I missed you, sweetheart.” Thrust. “I missed your tight pussy.” Thrust. “I missed your tiny moans of pleasure.” Thrust. “I even missed your fucking stubbornness.”
Our breaths mingle together, rough and unpolished with raw, unhinged pleasure. Our scents mix and fill the air, killing the chlorine smell and replacing it with pheromones.
Is it weird that pheromones should only be in the brain, but they’re now floating all around us? I can inhale them off Aiden’s skin, taste them on my tongue.
He angles my thighs up, and I gasp as he hits that sensitive spot inside me. He pulls out almost completely until only the tip remains, then rams back in over and over.
And over.
The orgasm hits me with a power I haven’t felt before — sharp, deep, and violent. My back arches off the ground as I scream.
Aiden swallows the sound with his lips against mine. He kisses me through my orgasm. He worships my mouth with his tongue and my pussy with his cock.
I can feel myself clenching all around his length, almost strangling him, suffocating him.
He continues his onslaught for a few more seconds before he growls, “Mine.”
Elsa
Past
I strain as I drag the heavy bag behind me. I had to bring everything. The sandwich, my drawings, and all the Maltesers.
I tricked Uncle Agnus into buying me more behind Daddy’s back.
The boy with grey eyes must like Maltesers, too. He’s so generous and always shares them with me.
I stop near the basement door and throw a glance around the dark corridors. Them monsters lurk here, you know, but I’m not scared of them. I’m scared that someone — a person — follows me and finds Grey Eyes.
Yesterday, Uncle Reg almost found me. If I hadn’t heard him come down the stairs and smelled his pipe, I wouldn’t have escaped in time.
I hid in my room and didn’t see the boy with grey eyes.
I miss him.
I was counting down the hours until I could see him again, sit by his side, and listen to him talk all night.
He doesn’t say much, though. I have to always talk because he’s usually silent.
Holding the flashlight under my armpit, I slowly open the basement door.
A smile tugs on my lips. “I’m here!”
No response.
“Grey Eyes?” I drag the bag behind me as I close the door. The creaking is haunting in the silence. It’s a little scary, too.
Whenever I come in, the chains would rattle as he’d stand up to meet me.
I direct the light towards the corner. The bag’s dragging sound comes to a screeching halt.
He lies in the corner, both arms shielding his face.
But that’s not it, no.
Red oozes down his skin and onto the floor.
Red as in blood. So much blood.
“Grey Eyes!”
I run towards him, my heart beating so fast like it wants to leave my chest. Once I’m within touching distance, I crouch in front of him, my lips trembling.
He’s not moving.
Why is he not moving?
“Grey Eyes…” I shake him with unsteady hands, all sweaty and cold. “Wake up. I brought you Maltesers and your favourite sandwich with cheese and ham. I brought you juice and everything.”
The flashlight falls to the ground as I lean closer to his face. Tears soak my cheeks, and I taste salt. “Grey Eyes… P-please, don’t go. Don’t leave like Eli… Don’t leave me.”
“I… won’t.”
“Grey Eyes!”
His lids slowly flutter open, but he doesn’t get up. They’re black in the dark, his eyes. Like all the emotions have been taken out of him.
His face appears pale and his lips are dry and cracked. The blood has turned sticky around his arms.
It’s a mess. I need to fix it before them monsters come here.
Daddy says sharks smell blood from far away, and I think them monsters do, too. They’ll smell Grey Eyes’ blood and then attack him.
I run back to my bag and shuffle it across the dirty floor. Perspiration trickles down my temple and down my nose from the effort.
Panting, I search through it. There are napkins and water. Since Grey Eyes always gets hurt, I stole cotton balls and the bottle Daddy uses to clean my wounds. He said an injury needs to be cleaned before it’s wrapped.
I wipe the sticky blood away with dry napkins. Blood is gross, you know. It wouldn’t go away from the skin.
A deep wound cuts along the side of his arm near his elbow.
It must’ve hurt so much.
The need to cry hits me, my nose tingles and my eyes burn, but I don’t cry. I have to be strong for him.
“It’s going to sting.” Biting my lip, I pour the liquid onto his injury.
A whimper comes from him as he watches me with half-closed eyes.
“I’m sorry it hurts. I’m so sorry.” Tears stream down my cheeks even when I tell them not to.
Just because he’s not crying shouldn’t mean he’s not hurt. I’m crying for him, not for me.