A bead of sweat formed on my forehead at the sight of lube and one of my favorite toys—a double-ended vibrator with clitoral suction. It was expensive as hell, and for good reason. It could bring me to a mind-blowing orgasm in less than thirty seconds.
It could also keep me on edge for hours, depending on the speed and intensity.
“This isn’t funny.” I tugged at my ties, but he’d knotted them so expertly they didn’t budge.
“If you want me to untie you, just say so.” Josh leaned his hip against the dresser, infuriatingly casual. “I’ll do it and leave you in peace. Is that what you want?”
I set my jaw but remained silent.
“That’s what I thought.” He approached me again and dragged the tip of the vibrator over my clit, just light enough to send a bolt of sensation rocketing through my body but not enough to provide the friction I desperately needed.
My hands curled into fists. I wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of responding.
His soft laugh drifted over my body and spiked my already raw nerve endings. “You can fight it all you want, but your pussy gives you away every time. You’re fucking dripping, Red.” He slid a finger inside me, and my nails carved grooves in my palms from the effort it took to hold back a moan.
“So stubborn.” He tsked. “Let’s see what we can do about that.”
He removed his hand. A second later, the cool silkiness of the lube dripped onto me, making me jerk.
I wasn’t an anal sex virgin, but it’d been a while since I’d gone there, so I was grateful when Josh used more gel than usual to prep me.
“You look so beautiful, tied up and waiting for my cock.” His breath skated over my neck before he followed it with his tongue. He kissed and teased the sensitive spot on my nape while he pushed the vibrator inside me with agonizing slowness. “But we’re going to have some fun first. Since I’m so lazy and all.”
“Josh…” My whimper hitched into a gasp when he shoved the last inch of the toy into me, filling me to the point of discomfort on both ends. “Just fuck me, dammit.”
“I would, but I’m a slacker, remember? Better to let something else do the work.”
The vibrator switched on. and finally wrenched a strangled cry out of me. My earlier discomfort gradually faded, replaced by intense, searing pleasure.
Oh God.
I couldn’t think. Couldn’t breathe. All I could focus on were the sensations zinging through my body as the vibrations ricocheted through me. I ground against the bed, desperate for relief, but Josh had tied me in a way that rendered me near immobile.
All I could do was lay there, a slave to his whims while he played me like the world’s most exquisitely torturous song.
Fast. Slow. Fast. Slow. Bringing me to the edge again and again until I was a puddle of pure, unrelenting need.
“You’re right.” Lust strained his voice, and I would’ve taken greater pleasure in the fact this was as torturous for him as it was for me had I not been near the edge of insanity. “Sometimes, it pays to just sit back and watch.”
He sat in the corner and palmed his cock, his eyes like burning flames against my naked flesh while I squirmed against my ties.
“Please,” I sobbed. “I can’t…Josh…I need you inside me. Please.”
I couldn’t take it anymore. If I didn’t come soon, I would die. I was sure of it.
The vibrator stopped, and I tensed with anticipation when he rose and walked toward me. The mattress dipped beneath his weight as he straddled me, but instead of pulling the toy out and entering me, Josh set the remote down and palmed my breasts with both hands.
“I don’t think you’ve learned your lesson yet, Red.” His velvet voice contrasted with the roughness with which he pinched my nipples.
I sucked in a sharp breath when he pushed my breasts together and slid his cock in between them. Pre-cum dripped onto my skin, allowing him to thrust more easily.
I’d never let a guy do this before, but…God.
The hardness of his arousal against the softness of my breasts stoked the flames in my body so high I thought I might combust.
My breaths came out in soft pants when Josh picked up the pace, fucking my tits faster until the head of his cock grazed my chin with each upward thrust.
“Fuck, your tits are perfect,” he groaned. He gave another few pumps before thick ropes of cum painted my face and chest.
I barely had a chance to catch my breath before he wiped some of the cum off my chin with his cock and pushed it inside my mouth. I swallowed eagerly, too mindless with lust to do anything except what he wanted me to do.
He’d just buried himself all the way down my throat when the vibrator buzzed to life again.
My body instinctively jerked. I strained against my ties, my earlier desperation returning in full force as pleasure pulsed through me.
I was going to die like this—tied up, covered in cum, and craving orgasm. My brain was already short-circuiting, and if the explosion building inside me didn’t find a release soon, it would incinerate me from the inside out.
“You said you wanted me inside you.” Josh pulled out and wiped more cum off my face before shoving his cock back in my mouth. “You should’ve been more specific, sweetheart.”
I let out a muffled protest before he cleaned me up, again and again, until I’d swallowed all his cum and he was fully hard again.
“You like this, don’t you?” he growled. He stared down at me, his face taut with desire as he pumped in and out of my throat. “Getting face fucked and filled in every hole like a good little slut.”
“Mmmphf.” My answering moan was drowned out by the buzz of the toy and the roar in my ears.
I was on fire—every nerve ending aflame, every second an eternity of exquisite torture.
It was heaven, hell, and everything in between.
Josh let out another groan before he pulled out of me again. He slowly slid the toy out of me, and I whimpered at the resulting emptiness. After being so full for so long, it seemed wrong not to have something inside me.
The silk scarves went next, one by one, until I was finally free.
“Such a good girl.” Josh rubbed a tear of frustration from my cheek. “You swallowed every drop of cum. That deserves a reward, don’t you think?” He pushed his thumb into my mouth, letting me taste the saltiness of my need.
“Please—” A gasp cut off my words when he entered me and buried himself to the hilt in one smooth thrust.
“Fuck.” He cursed, his voice turning guttural as he thrust in and out of me. “You take my cock so well, Red. Like your pussy was made for me.”
Despite his filthy words, his touch was gentle as he kissed me and settled into a slow, leisurely rhythm. Unlike the previous times we had sex, this didn’t feel like fucking; it felt like something sweeter, more intimate.
It felt like making love.
The ball of tingles at the base of my spine climbed higher at the thought.
I closed my eyes, my breaths coming out in staccato bursts. It was too much. Josh’s kiss, the way he stretched me out, the sensitivity from the edging session…
My orgasm slammed into me, both unexpected and inevitable. I bowed off the bed with a sharp cry, and I didn’t get a chance to recover before Josh picked up the pace and pounded into me hard enough for a second orgasm to roll right into the first one.
“That’s it. Scream for me, Red. Let it all out.” Josh reached between us and pressed his thumb against my needy, swollen clit. “You come so beautifully around my cock.”
I did, again and again until I was limp with exhaustion and couldn’t scream anymore.
It was only when I collapsed against the bed, my body sore from multiple blinding, toe-curling orgasms, that he slowed his pace again and came with a heavy groan.
“Good girl.” He smoothed my hair back from my forehead and gave me a lingering kiss. “You did so well.”
It was embarrassing how much pride glowed in my chest at his words.
He rolled to the side of me and curled an arm around my shoulders, drawing me close. Goosebumps of pleasure dotted my skin when he brushed the back of his hand down my arm in a lazy pattern.
“You know, you’re the first guy I’ve been with in my room.” Drowsy content pulled the admission out of me as I snuggled deeper into his side.
I’d never truly cuddled after sex. I thought I would despise it, but clearly, I’d been missing out.
Josh’s hand stilled before he resumed caressing my arm. “First and last, Red.”
I laughed at his soft growl. “Possessive much?”
“Damn right I am.” He moved his hand up to cup my neck. The firm, territorial touch sent another thrill down my spine. “I don’t like sharing.”
“Sharing is a virtue, Josh.”
“I don’t give a flying fuck. I don’t share. Not when it comes to you.”
My breath hitched. Golden warmth spread through my chest and lit me up from the inside out.
I didn’t know how to respond, so I kissed his shoulder and basked in the moment instead.
I should get out of bed. Stella was coming home soon, and my clothes were still scattered in the living room, but I couldn’t tear myself away just yet.
One more minute. Then I’ll get up.
I buried my face in Josh’s chest, soaking in his warmth and scent. Between Michael and Max, our lives were storms of chaos, but at least we could find temporary peace in moments like this.
“Thank you,” he said quietly, breaking the silence. “For being here. I needed this.”
“Anytime.” I lifted my head, my chest pinching at the touch of vulnerability in his eyes. “But if you pull another edging stunt, I’ll chop your dick off.”
Josh’s face broke out into a dazzling grin. “I’d believe you more if you hadn’t come so hard around it multiple times, Red.”
I turned my nose up, my cheeks heating. “I was faking it.”
“Hmmm.” He leaned down and nuzzled my neck. “I can tell when something is real or fake. Your orgasms were real.” He grazed his nose over the line of my jaw before capturing my mouth in a soft kiss. “And so is this.”
The ache spread from my chest to behind my eyes and nose.
I didn’t trust myself to speak, so I turned my head away until I gathered my emotions.
I didn’t make a habit of trusting many people. I could count the number of people I truly trusted on one hand, and I never thought Josh would be one of them. But life had a way of blindsiding us, and for once, I didn’t mind.
Josh and I stayed entwined in comfortable silence until the clock ticked toward the half hour and he reluctantly pulled away.
“I’m gonna hop in the shower,” he said. “Stella’s coming home soon, right?”
“Yeah.” I sighed. I loved Stella, but in that moment, I wished I lived alone.
Josh gave me one last kiss before he climbed out of the bed and slipped out of the room. A minute later, the faint sound of the shower running filtered through the door.
His scent lingered even in his absence, and I wished I could bottle it up so I could carry it around with me all day.
If past me saw present me, she would’ve slapped me for being so sappy. But it felt good to trust someone enough to rely on them, and to have them trust you enough to turn to you when they were having a bad day.
I stared at the ceiling, unable to suppress a goofy smile.
I might’ve lain there all afternoon, or at least until Josh got out of the shower, had an incoming call not interrupted my cheesy inner ramblings.
“Hello, Jules.”
It was amazing how quickly two simple words could turn the mood.
A lead spike punctured the balloon of giddiness in my chest, and cold sweat slicked my palms at the sound of Max’s voice.
“What do you want?” The shower was still running, but I snuck a peek at the half-open bedroom door anyway in case Josh magically popped up again.
“It’s funny you should ask,” Max said. “I’ve just decided on the favor I need from you. Isn’t that wonderful? You’ve been so…eager to find out what it is.”
Dread formed a lead weight in my stomach. “Spit it out, Max,” I growled. “I don’t have time for your games.”
He sighed. “Where’s the patience, J? But fine, since you want to know so bad, I’ll tell you. I need you to retrieve something for me. I have some…friends in Ohio who are very interested in this item.”
Retrieve, AKA steal.
The lead weights multiplied. “And what is this something?”
“I’ll text you the picture and address.” I could practically see Max’s smug smile. “It took me a while to track it down. You’re welcome, by the way, for doing the hard work. All you have to do is what you do best. Lie and steal.”
Max hung up before I could reply.
That goddamn asshole. If I ever had the chance, I would chop off his dick and feed it to him.
Unfortunately, I couldn’t do a damn thing as long as he had that video of me, so I stared at my phone and waited for his text to pop up.
Once it did, I had to blink twice to make sure I was seeing correctly.
It can’t be. But no matter how much I stared, the image remained the same.
My blood iced over.
It was a picture of a painting. Brown and green splashed across the canvas in a way that was reminiscent of vomit, and tiny yellow spots added nonsensical detail on the edges.
The art was hideous, but that didn’t bother me as much as where I’d seen it before.
The item Max wanted me to steal was the painting in Josh’s room.