Charo’s chatter kept filling the kitchen as I nodded my head absently. “Y justo como le dije a tu madre, llegará un día en el que Lina tendrá que superar lo de Daniel.” Just how I told your mom, one day, Lina will have to get over Daniel. “Sino se va a quedar para vestir santos y …”
Jesus, my cousin had just used that Spanish expression I hated so much. The one I had heard directed at me more than once, always muttered or whispered, or just like she had done, loud and clear. Se va a quedar para vestir santos. Which literally translated to something about dressing saints and meant that I’d stay single and dedicate my life to God for the rest of my life.
Feeling completely defenseless, standing all alone with my cousin, I couldn’t decide if sleepy Aaron was a blessing or a curse anymore. Yesterday, when he had been with me, facing Charo, my sister, Daniel, and everybody else, it had been unexpectedly easier than doing that now.
I realized now that as much as I had brought him to Spain with that particular purpose, I had never truly expected that it would work. Or that we’d become a team. That he’d instill strength in me—even if I’d use it to lie to my family—or that he’d make me feel like I wasn’t alone in this.
And the scariest, most terrifying part was that all that was starting to bleed through the lines that defined our deal. In a little over a day.
The proof was last night. We had almost kissed. We had done more than just that. More than practicing or pretending.
Crazy. It was crazy, but it was also true. I was honest enough to admit that to myself.
But that didn’t mean I was brave enough to acknowledge it out loud. I was still the coward who had walk-of-shamed her way out of that room like her ass was on fire before I was forced to have a conversation.
And I’d do that again.
Aaron would soon become my boss, and that would change everything. Having him here—in Spain, in my home country, attending my sister’s wedding as my fake date—was already dangerous. It was reason enough for me to shake in my boots at the prospect of someone at work finding out. It didn’t have anything to do with a weird company policy or with me having a pet peeve. I had already been involved with someone where a supervisory relationship between us had existed, where I had not been the one in the position of authority. And where had that led me? To being the only one having to deal with the dirty and poisonous tongues that hadn’t thought twice before stigmatizing me and everything I had worked so hard for. Just for what? For a few laughs? For pointing a few fingers? For bringing me down, so they’d feel a little better?
History could repeat itself, and this time, I would be the one to blame. It would be me who had tripped over the same stone for a second time. This time, I’d be jeopardizing my career, too, not just the credibility of my work, my reputation as a woman, or my social life. And it would all be on me.
Taking another sip of coffee from my mug, I tried to shove all that aside.
Whatever I thought was going on between Aaron and me would have to … not go. Anywhere.
Because it couldn’t. It wouldn’t. And it was all a lie anyway.
As if the very devil was being summoned by Charo, who kept talking about him, or by me, who kept thinking about him one way or the other, Aaron materialized in the kitchen. His eyes immediately found me, as if I were the only thing between these four walls.
My mug froze midair. My lips parted, and my gaze was hungry to take all of him in. But how could I not? The simple tee that covered his broad chest did nothing to hide a body I now knew had been carefully cultivated to perfection for years. Decades. Those loose pajama pants I had seen hanging low on his hips last night still did. Enticing me. Making me think of how he had pressed those hips into me with painfully delicious softness.
But it was the look on his face that started—no, rekindled—the fluttering sensation in the pit of my stomach. His features were seemingly snug with sleep, relaxed, and his hair was adorably ruffled. But his eyes … well, there wasn’t a trace of sleep there. They told a whole different story. One I had the strong suspicion was extremely similar to the one bubbling in mine.
And that only encouraged the flutter to take flight and spread to the rest of my body.
Averting my gaze before all this gawking and daydreaming damaged my brain, I forced my lungs to take in the oxygen my body seemed to need in that moment.
“Ay!”Charo’s screech made me flinch.“Mira quién está aquí!Good morning, Aaron. We were just talking about you.”
Peeking at Aaron, I saw his eyes widen and then quickly return to its normal size.
“Good morning,” he said into the room, looking still startled. It was cute. No, it was actually shocking that he had not spotted Charo’s bright red hair like a beacon in the distance. “I hope everything you guys were saying was good.” He accompanied that with a teeny-tiny, lopsided smile.
“Of course, of course.” Charo waved a hand in the air. “We have been waiting for you to wake up. I bet Lina was missing you.”
My back stiffened, and Aaron’s head whirled slowly in my direction.
Dammit, Charo. My lips curled in a tight smile that I hid with my mug.
My cousin continued, “There is fresh coffee. Would you like some? Do you take it black? Would you like some milk with it? Perhaps sugar too? Brown or white? Or maybe you don’t like coffee. Lina hasn’t said anything, so I assumed you would have some. Unless you don’t, of course. I won’t force you to drink it.”
Aaron blinked, looking a little lost.
“You should get yourself a cup,” I muttered.
My fake boyfriend cleared his throat and walked in the direction of the coffeepot. “I … I think I’ll serve myself a cup. Thank you, Charo.”
Charo’s answer was a satisfied grin.
Aaron poured himself some coffee, and before the man even finished filling his mug, Charo was at it again.
“So, did you have fun yesterday, parejita?” My cousin sang that last word. Parejita—little couple.
I rolled my eyes.
“I wish I could have made it, but I’m not young and wild anymore. Not like you guys. I hope the bed in your room is still standing after seeing how the other one ended up. Although I guess if that had happened, I would have definitely noticed. The walls are veeeery thin.” She followed that with a wink.
In the periphery of my vision, I watched Aaron wince. Couldn’t blame him. I winced too.
“Anyway,” my cousin continued, “you guys got home really late last night. I heard the front door closing.”
“Yes, we did. I’m sorry about that, Charo.” My gaze followed Aaron as he walked decidedly across the few feet that separated us, finally settling on one of the three high stools placed around the narrow breakfast bar. Right beside where I had sat down myself.
“Ayno, don’t worry about it,” I heard my cousin say as I kept my eyes on my fake boyfriend’s movements. “It did not bother me. I was actually happy to know you had made it back safely.”
Aaron scooted his stool closer to mine, and his scent hit me like a freaking moving truck, plunging me back to last night, when it had completely engulfed me. My eyelashes fluttered, and I had to avert my gaze.
“Oh, okay. Good. That’s good,” I absently told my cousin, feeling my cheeks flush.
“And I wake up a few times during the night anyway. I’m a light sleeper.” Charo’s voice kept fading in the background as the knowledge of having Aaron’s body within reach sank in. “So, if you ever hear weird noises at night, it’s just me walking around the apartment.” She chuckled. “With a little bit of luck, I won’t accidentally walk in on you naked or something.”
Naked. Aaron naked. My mind seemed to short-circuit the moment it ventured into that mental image, pushing me off my stool as if my ass were on fire.
Space. Air. I needed … something. Anything.
Not being able to go very far, considering the dimension of the functional kitchen, I opened a couple of cabinets, making sure my back was to Aaron until all that blood that had somehow risen to my face returned to its original place.
I fanned myself with one of the cabinet doors. Good, good.Better.
Needing an excuse for my very unclassy getaway from the stool, I snatched a package of chocolate chip cookies.
“So, tell me everything, Aaron,” I heard Charo say behind me as I ripped open the cardboard. “What do you think of our little hometown? I am sure it is very different from New York. We don’t have skyscrapers or any of that, but there are plenty of places to visit. Nature, beautiful beaches. The coast is really amazing. Lots of stuff to do.” She paused, and I extracted one of the cookies from the package. “How many days will you guys stay, by the way? I heard that you were here only for the wedding. That’s such a shame! You should book a holiday and just—”
The doorbell rang, interrupting Charo.
“Oh, I’ll get that,” my cousin announced quickly and then slipped out of the kitchen.
My eyes narrowed.
While I was busy wondering if we were expecting anybody, it took me by surprise when an arm—which I was starting to get very well acquainted with at this rate—snaked around my waist and pulled me backward.
My ass landed on something hard and hot, immediately molding into the space.
Aaron’s lap.
His breath caressed the shell of my ear. “You didn’t say good morning.”
My back straightened as I remembered my lame runaway moment. “You almost made me drop my cookie, Mr. Robot.” It was so weird, so strange, calling him that, like I had done so many times in the past. As if that belonged to a whole different life. To two different people.
Aaron chuckled, and it tickled my neck. “I wouldn’t dare. I know better than that.”
His arm tightened around me, and I had to restrain myself from wrapping my hands around it.
“What are you doing?” I whispered loudly.
Charo would come back in at any second.
“I was feeling lonely,” he admitted, lowering his voice and making my mind fly with everything he wasn’t saying.
Stupid. I need to stop being stupid.
“And if I’m going to sit through this one-sided interrogation, the least you can do is keep me company. Plus, you owe me a conversation.”
“I was right there.” My voice came out strangled. “And Charo is not here now.”
He hummed, and that noise traveled straight to my lower belly. “She will be back though. You know I like to be extra prepared.”
I did. I knew him pretty damn well, I realized.
And just like that, with that thought floating around my mind, Charo’s head popped up in my field of vision. Her eyes widened, and then her face broke into a ridiculously large smile.
Jesus.
She clapped her hands. “Oh, look at you two! Ay Dios mío. You are adorable.”
Aaron’s chest grumbled with a laugh, and I felt it in my back.
“See?” he whispered in my ear.
No, I didn’t see shit, frankly. It was hard to focus on anything, being swaddled in Aaron’s lap.
My mouth opened, but all words died when a second head popped up in the kitchen.
Charo turned in the direction of that second head topped with the same bright shade of red. “No ves, Mamá? Te lo dije.”
“TíaCarmen?” I mumbled. “Qué haces aquí?” What was Charo’s mother doing here?
The woman, who was an older and rounder version of my cousin, pointed a finger at me. “Venir a saludarte, tonta.”
She was here to say hi? I doubted it. She’d see me at the wedding tomorrow.
My eyes turned to Charo, who had guilty written all over her face. She busied herself with something on the counter.