“Tempting, but I’ll pass. The maintenance here sucks; my washer’s been broken for a week.”
“Don’t expect a dime from his will.”
I pursed my lips. “I don’t want any of Richard’s money. I have plenty of Antonio’s left.”
He let out a sarcastic noise. “Right. Call me if you change your mind about staying here. I’d give it to you easier than I bet Allister does.” He shut the door behind him.
I looked around my apartment, at the shelf crammed with books and knickknacks, the paintings—from a cheap Marilyn Monroe portrait to an authentic Picasso—my Singer sewing machine and bags of fabric and thread, the haphazard stacks of magazines with circled fashion ideas in ballpoint bell, and way too many decorative pillows. If I was being conservative, I’d say it was cluttered. If I were Allister, I’d say it was a nightmare.
Regardless of that issue, I hated moving with a passion as fiery as the cover of any of my old bodice rippers.
I banged my head against the cupboard.
I didn’t make dinner that night. I ate a bowl of Cap’n Crunch while watching one of my cheesy TV shows in Spanish. Magdalena changed the language a while ago, and I hadn’t yet figured out how to change it back.
My washer really was broken, and all my dirty laundry could rival the Leaning Tower of Pisa. I walked past the pile in a dreamy, restless state. My body was exhausted, but my mind kept finding things about this afternoon to obsess over. It’d been so long since I’d slept with anyone, and my skin was still charged with an excited, breathless electricity.
The faucet let out a squeak when I turned it off with my toes. The bathwater was hot—almost too hot—but I needed something strong to soothe the ache. I was sore, and more than just between my legs. The asshole had left little marks all over me, including that stupid hickey on my neck.
Minus the whole he’s-a-giant-prick thing, there had been something undeniably perfect about sleeping with him. The rough and greedy way he’d touched me. The sound of his voice in my ear. The feeling of him inside me.
A flush drifted down my body.
I dropped my head against the tub. Turned the faucet on with a squeak and let the water run until it threatened to tip over the sides.
What a shame it was that Christian had to be the one to reintroduce me to the world of sex. Because now that I was so close to being a single woman, I didn’t think I’d be leaving again anytime soon, and it was going to be near impossible to find someone who touched me as good as he did.
Me: Tell your husband I have to be out of my place soon, but he doesn’t need to worry. I’m taking care of it all!
I knew Ace would be annoyed if I just upped and moved without telling anyone, and I was already on his shit-list. I’d decided to go through his wife so I didn’t have to face him regarding that silly club incident yesterday.
Elena: He said, “Don’t think you’re getting out of yesterday by going through my wife.”
Elena: What did you do?
Me: Daddy issues.
Elena: We’re about to board our plane, butthe strangest expression just crossed his face . . .
Me: What kind of ‘strange’? Joyful? Brooding? Devious?
Elena: Definitely leaning toward devious . . .
Me: Dammit.
Elena: He just said, “I’ve got a place.”
Me: Definitely not necessary.
Me: In any way.
Me: Shape or form.
Me: At all.
Me: Ever.
Elena: He says a few men will be over to help you move . . .
Me: Will I get out of this alive?
Elena: He just smiled to himself.
Me: Pray for me.
I spent the next week packing my precious possessions into boxes, though, admittedly, grew distracted more than once while blowing the dust off my old books and magazines. I’d often end up on my divan, burying my face in some long-forgotten fashion journal or a novel with enough drama to put Jersey Shore to shame.
On Saturday, my laundry had gotten so out of hand, I decided to bite the bull and head to the laundromat. I was watching my reds whirl around in soap bubbles when my phone dinged.
Valentina: You know how I have this obsession for anything Aleksandra Popova?
Me: Indeed.
Whatever the Russian fashion model wore one week, Val was wearing the next.
Valentina: Well, I think it’s turned into jealousy.
She’d attached an article captioned: Can we talk about what Aleksandra was wearing last night? And we don’t mean her Polka Siena evening dress . . .
Probably a real muskrat shawl with the head still attached. Russians were so rustic two thousand two.
I had zero interest in the model and was in the middle of plucking a piece of lint from my maxi dress as I opened the article. I stilled.
The photo showed the gorgeous blonde at last night’s Broadway debut, and on her arm was no one other than a dirty blue-eyed fed.
My chest tightened.
He had a hand on her hip, and she had a hand on his arm—the one I’d run my nails down just last week. They looked comfortable together—perfect, really—like two connecting puzzle pieces.
He wasn’t looking at the camera but at some point in the distance. He appeared handsome and elusive, like some carnal fantasy you could only dream about but never touch. She wore her usual smolder—slightly pursed lips and cat eyes—and, with skyscraper-long legs and stilettos, she was only a couple of inches shorter than him. They probably had all kinds of crazy positions to try out without such a large height difference.
I rarely lost a bet, and I would put a lot of money down on the fact this woman was the one he would finally marry.
My pulse missed its next beat.
I was sure Aleksandra didn’t have mental breakdowns after sex. Something bitter spread through me as the thoughts kept whirling in my head. They probably had romantic conversations in Russian. Probably fed each other sips of vodka.
My heart was beating so hard and erratically it hurt. I put a hand over it, growing seriously concerned about a potential heart murmur.
A woman in a pink sweat suit smacking her gum pulled me back to reality. “You going to sit there all day or what, honey? We all got clothes to wash here.”
I sent Valentina a quick text before swapping out my laundry.
Me: Twenty grand says he marries her.
Valentina: Lol . . . you’re on.
GIANNA
“HEY, BE CAREFUL WITH THAT! It’s an antique!”
After gouging a small hole in the wall while bringing an armchair into my new apartment, two of Ace’s men dropped it none-too-gently on the hardwood floor. They then dusted off their hands, like a good deed done, and stepped out to create more damage from the lobby to here.
The apartment was cool and modern, with a beautiful view of the Manhattan cityscape. There seemed to be nothing wrong with it—I’d even gone so far as to check for leaky faucets—and that made me even more suspicious. Ace rarely concerned himself with my affairs. The club incident must have annoyed him enough there was some punishment involved with this place. I was just waiting to find out what it was.
I wore a pair of faded overalls, and a red bandana kept my hair back from my face as I sat on the floor amidst an overwhelming number of boxes. There’d been no rhyme or reason to what I’d unpacked so far, and the place was beginning to look like a hoarder’s wet dream.
I scratched a nonexistent itch on my cheek and decided to give up and instead bake something for my two new neighbors.
After running to the store to fill my fridge, I spent the next hour in the kitchen, putting a whole lot of neighborly love into some tiramisu.
The sun was just skimming the tops of the skyscrapers when I stepped out of my apartment and knocked on the door at the end of the hall.
My first neighbor was an older lady wearing a Hawaiian-themed muumuu. She squinted at my smile, as if it was so bright it hurt her eyes. Her gaze drifted to the plate in my hand.
“Cake?”
“No, tira—”
“It’s been ages since I’ve had a piece of cake.”
She grabbed the plate from my hand and shut the door in my face.
Well. Not exactly the welcome I’d been looking for, but it could have been worse. Though, everyone knows, when you look on the sunny side of things it begins to rain.