“Do you at least go down on her?” Kristen smirked, her freshly applied red lipstick and precisely pinned blond updo showing she’d freshened up before hunting me down. I shook her off, laser-focused on going upstairs and finding my fiancée, but she blocked my way to the staircase, which was already teeming with people as it was. I had no particular objection to shoving her out of my way, but considering the amount of security, media, and the fact that she, herself, was a journalist, it wasn’t the best idea of the century. Yet again, I had to face the question that seemed to be eternal since Francesca had walked into my life—my career and reputation, or catching her little cheating ass red-handed?
Good news? I still had logic on my side.
Bad news? For now.
“I dug around.” Kristen snapped her fruity gum in my face, batting her lashes.
“Did you find a bone, or someone to bone you, for that matter?”
It irritated me that my internal thoughts bled outside my mouth. I usually prided myself in an admirable dose of self-control. But knowing my fiancée was probably fucking another guy upstairs made me want to rip the walls off with my own fingernails. Whereas I was quite content letting Francesca scratch her Angelo itch a few weeks ago, now was a completely different matter.
“Are you not interested to hear what I found out?”
“Not really.” I elbowed her aside gently, starting up the stairs. She chased me, grabbing the hem of my blazer and tugging. Not a chance, sweetheart. I was at the curve of the stairway when her words made me stop.
“I know why you did this to Rossi. He was responsible for that explosion. The one that killed your parents when you were at Harvard.”
I turned around, observing her—really looking, not just skimming her features—for the first time. Kristen was not a bad journalist, and under any other circumstances, I would respect her. But since it was me she was trying to fuck over, I had no choice but to fuck her harder, all puns intended.
“Do you have a point to your hearsay?”
“Rossi made you an orphan, so you took his daughter as retribution. An eye for an eye. I’d say it’s a pretty good lead.” She tipped her champagne glass back, taking a sip. I smirked, assessing her coldly.
“I took Francesca Rossi as a bride because I liked her. True, I have no kind words to say about her father, but it won’t be him warming my bed at night.”
“She doesn’t even share your bed yet. How interesting.” Kristen slow-clapped at my restraint at putting up with such behavior. Since she finally let go of my blazer, I turned around to complete my journey to the second floor just as Angelo slipped out of a guestroom, squeezing past my shoulder in the narrow hallway. I took one sniff at him and knew that he had just had sex. His lips were swollen, and his hair was disheveled and damp with sweat. Kristen’s eyes lit up at the look of him making his grand escape. Glee oozed from her big fat smile. I grabbed his arm, turning him around to face me. This night was going down in the books as my worst night as a public figure and possibly as a human being. Angelo stared at me, heaving.
Frantic. Breathless. Guilty.
“Leave before I ruin your life,” I spat out at Kristen. “And this time, you won’t get a third warning.”
She laughed. “Seems like you two have a lot to talk about.”
My former mistress scurried away, her laughter carrying in my ears long seconds after she was gone. I plastered Angelo to the wall, grabbing him by the collar.
I knew it looked bad.
I knew I had to explain it tomorrow morning.
I simply no longer cared.
“Who was with you in that room?” I demanded.
“I’d strongly advise you stop acting like a thug unless you’d like to be treated like one.”
I strongly advise you to stay away from my future wife before I really do kill you.
“You’ve had sex,” I countered.
“Thanks, Captain Obvious. I was there.” He laughed, regaining some of his composure, which infuriated me even more.
“Who with?” I pulled at his collar, almost to the point of choking. That sure wiped the smile off his face. I knew I had to calm down before people started noticing the little scene I’d created. But I couldn’t, for the life of me, gather my wits.
“See, my first answer to you. None. Of. Your. Business, Keaton.”
“Senator Keaton.”
“Nah. You sure as hell don’t represent me.”
“Any particular reason why you insist on getting on my bad side?”
“You’re on my future father-in-law’s bad side,” he said, unflinching. I had to hand it to him—he had balls the size of cantaloupes. “And the race to Francesca’s heart is one I’m going to beat you at.”
“I very much doubt you’re capable of beating me to anything other than pre-ejaculation, kid.”
“I’m fully prepared to test that theory. Heads up—I told Francesca I would gladly marry her without dowry, and that I am more than happy for my family to shell out whatever money is needed to untangle her from her Keaton situation. Might want to find another bride to fit that dress you bought.”
I was about to punch him in the middle of my engagement party when my fiancée slipped out of the second floor, too. She looked like a barely contained mess. Her smeared makeup was carefully wiped from her face, her eyes were wild with realization. Paired with Bandini’s frank admission that he’d slept with her, I saw very clearly what everyone else at the party were about to see, too.
Yet again, Francesca Rossi had been fucked by a man who was not her fiancé.
At her own engagement party.
Minutes after she was on my arm, no less.
I pushed Angelo down the stairs, pulling my future wife by the arm. She shrieked when I touched her, her eyes darting up in hysteria before softening when she saw it was me. Then she saw what was written on my face. If she could read me—which she could by now—she knew she was in deep trouble.
“What do you want?” she seethed.
A loyal fiancée.
A fucking shotgun.
For this nightmare of a sham relationship to be over.
“You just broke our verbal contract, Nemesis. Not a good thing to do with a lawyer.”
She frowned but didn’t try to defend herself.
There was a guillotine inside me, and I wanted to snap her pretty head off her body.
Tonight.
FRANCESCA
I’d just wiped the tears from my eyes after telling my mother that I was starting to warm up to my husband. The revelation was bittersweet, if not completely crushing. Perhaps it was the nightly encounters in the vegetable garden, or the way he kissed me so openly in front of Ms. Sterling tonight when he picked me up.
“Is it Stockholm syndrome, Mama?”
“I think it’s just young love, Vita Mia. Love is, after all, a little mad. Otherwise, it is not love but merely infatuation.”
“Do you have to be mad to fall in love?”
“Of course, you do. Falling in love is, by definition, going crazy for someone else.”
“Are you crazy about Dad?”
“I’m afraid I am. Otherwise, I wouldn’t stay even though he is cheating on me.”
That happened, too. And it threw me off even though I should have seen it coming. It was not uncommon for the men of The Outfit to take a mistress or two.
Mom said that if it rips you apart, that means it is real.
“But shouldn’t love feel good?”
“Oh, nothing is good if it doesn’t have the power to feel bad, too. It’s all about the quantities, Francesca.”
Quantities.