Landon might appear lean and definitely has fewer muscles than, say, Nikolai or Jeremy, but he’s still strong.
He deposits the statue on what looks like a sack of sand and sits on the chair opposite it.
He casts me a glance, throws a flirtatious wink, and then pulls out a cigarette and slides it to the corner of his lips. As he lights it, he fetches one of the countless tools and tosses it from one hand to the other as if testing its weight.
He puts it right back and retrieves another one that looks exactly the same to me, tosses it between his hands again, then inhales the smoke and releases a heavy cloud in the air.
I’ve never cared for the smell of cigarettes or smokers in general, but Landon makes it look hotter than it should be. It’s the blasé attitude and the confidence of a god that drips from his every movement.
With the cigarette hanging from his lips, he again strokes the statue, which I notice has generous breasts. He runs his fingers along the slope and then taps the nipple once.
Twice.
My body burns with unfamiliar scorching fire. His hand slides to her throat and I can feel the choker tightening around my own neck as if it’s his fingers.
What the hell?
His eyes flash to me and I stand still, scared to even breathe properly. The last thing I need is for Landon to think I find him attractive in any sense. He’s already conceited beyond belief.
“There. You’re such a good little muse.” His hand is still stroking and groping the statue as if it’s his lover.
“I’m just doing this out of necessity.”
“Are those words directed at me or yourself?”
He grins, and without waiting for my response, he gets to work. His fingers slowly but surely shape part of the statue’s head.
I’m struck by his expression when he creates. A stark difference from his usually mocking face. While sadism is still present, there’s also something different. I’ve never seen his eyes so light and engaged. They’re often half bored, as if the world holds no meaning to his immoral soul.
Now, however, he’s so far into his task that I don’t think he takes notice of how he seamlessly picks up tools or lights one cigarette after the other.
About an hour later, I’m getting tired of standing, so I attempt to lower myself into a sitting position.
“No.” He shakes his head, even though he hasn’t looked at me once since he started. “Don’t ruin it.”
“I’m tired,” I sign, but he’s still not looking at me. So I snap my fingers.
Nothing.
“Let’s take a break. Do you have anything to drink?” I ask, but his mind seems to be busy focusing on his fingers and the unmoving object in front of him.
“I’m going to rest for a while.” I start to sit down, but he stands up abruptly, making me stop dead in my tracks.
He’s looking at me now, but I wish he wasn’t. His dark blues are no different than a stormy ocean that’s about to swallow me in its depths. “I said don’t ruin it, didn’t I?”
“You’re not the one standing. It’s tiring and boring,” I sign with less bravado than usual.
“Come here.”
“Why?” I sign cautiously.
“You said you’re tired, so we’ll fix it.”
I remain rooted in place. I’d rather stay standing for another hour than get close to him.
“Don’t make me come get you, Mia.”
It’s the first time he’s said my name, and it sounds like a deep growl.
Slowly, I make my way to him, assuring myself I’ll claw his eyes out if he hurts me. I can also break his dick for humanity’s sake.
Once I’m next to the statue, Landon pulls me toward him so suddenly, I gasp.
The sound echoes around us as he pulls me down so I’m straddling with my back to his chest. I squirm when I feel the hard muscle beneath me. I’ve never made a habit of being this close to the opposite sex.
My previous encounters left something to be desired and the unshakable feeling that they were boys.
Landon, however, is all man. It’s not about the age, it’s the edge with which he carries himself. It’s the unapologetic way he touches me as if it’s his birthright.
“Don’t move,” he whispers in my ear, drawing goosebumps on my skin. “Don’t blame me for what happens if you do.”
His arm snakes around my waist and his palm cups the statue’s breast, fingers stroking the nipple.
I shudder, then curse myself. “Why do you keep doing that?”
“Shh, not a word.” He winks. “Unless you want to let me hear your voice?”
I give him the middle finger.
“That’s the last time you flip me off. Do it again and I will take matters into my own hands. Literally.”
He lights a cigarette and blows the smoke in my face like an asshole.
Soon after, his attention falls on the motionless statue. I’d feel sorry for her if she were a real person, but it’s better if he focuses on his art rather than me.
But with the damned position, I’m forced to breathe him in, the scent of man and intoxicating cologne. This close, I can’t help noticing just how well-built his face and physique are. Arguably as perfect as his beloved statues.
Too bad he’s as cold as them, too.
About twenty minutes later, I start fidgeting. It’s impossible to stay too long in one position. Unless I’m playing chess, and that’s definitely not the case right now.
It doesn’t help that I’m inexplicably drawn to Landon and keep telling myself I haven’t gone crazy yet.
“Stop shifting unless you’re trying to hump my leg. In that case, go for it.”
“I’ll hump your leg in hell, asshole,” I sign.
“Fine with me, little muse.”
“Why do you keep calling me that?”
“What?” he asks without looking at me.
“Muse. Why am I your muse?”
“Figures.” It’s a single word, but he says it with such nonchalance, as if it means nothing on his destruction curriculum for the day.
I lift my hand, but he gives me a look, to suggest I stop talking, no doubt. I’m so tempted to claw his gorgeous eyes out.
I try to remain still and chance taking out my phone. Landon doesn’t seem to notice, or he probably does but doesn’t care.
My attempts to relieve myself from the growing ache between my legs tether on the edge of failure with each brush of his arm against my side. The fanning of his breath against my cheek.
Inhaling deeply, I pull up Bran’s number and find his text from last night that I wasn’t in the right state of mind to read, let alone reply to.
Brandon:Have you gotten home safe? I’m here to help if your brother causes you trouble.
Mia: Hey! Sorry for the late reply. Yeah, I got home okay, and don’t worry about Niko. I know how to handle him.
His reply is immediate.
Brandon:Good to know. I was worried something might’ve happened to you.
Something happened all right, and I’m currently paying the price for it in Landon’s arms.
Mia:Hey, Bran. I know you’ve always mentioned I should stay away from Landon (not that I’m getting close to him or anything). Do you have any pointers on how to remove myself from his radar?
Brandon: The most important step is to never get on his radar in the first place. Once you’re there, it’s impossible to shake him off unless he willingly chooses to back off. Is he bothering you?
More like he’s sucking the life out of me.
I’m about to tell Bran not to worry so as not to drive a wedge between him and his twin, but the phone is snatched from between my fingers.
I stare into Landon’s displeased face and instinctively suck in a breath. The bastard has a mysterious power of making people feel uncomfortable with a single glance.
“Keep your attention on me when sitting on my lap.”
I can feel heat flaring up my neck, but I lift my chin. “I would’ve if you didn’t happen to bore me to tears.”
“And yet I can feel you dripping on my trousers.”
My mind goes blank. Did the earlier arousal somehow transform into something physical?
No, it can’t be possible.
Landon is just trying to get in my head. If I let him, he’ll swallow me whole and leave nothing but scattered bones.
“That’s not true,” I sign.
He methodically removes the cigarette from his mouth and stubs it in a makeshift ashtray made of clay.
Then he retrieves a wet wipe and cleans both his hands, enveloping me in an accidental hug.
He does it once.
Twice.
After the third time, he places the used wipe on top of the murdered cigarettes crowding the ashtray.
The arm that’s snaked around my back grips my waist, strong fingers digging into the flesh.
His other hand slides across my dress before he bunches it up, using one finger at a time as if he’s unwrapping a gift.
My heartbeat skyrockets and goosebumps cover other goosebumps on my flesh. The visual of his bigger, veiny hands—of course, the asshole possesses hands that are worthy of porn—on my paler flesh leaves me breathless.
Unlike earlier, his hand doesn’t stop at my thigh and, instead, travels up and up, leaving a mayhem of tingles in its wake.
A part of me knows I need to stop this. Grab his hand and kick him in the nuts for daring to touch me so intimately.
But the other part is enamored. Completely and utterly taken by the monster who’s triggering these emotions in me.
That part wants to see where this is going and how far I’ll fall.
How hard it will be.
The closest I’ve been to this was with Brian from high school. He was nice and I convinced myself that I liked him, but the moment he touched me, I realized just how much I’d fooled myself into wanting something I didn’t.
The brief encounter felt explorative, innocent, and mild. And that’s when I discovered those weren’t my flavor.
In contrast, there’s nothing innocent about Landon. His touch is claiming, savage, and nonnegotiable.
I’m literally being held by a beast who wouldn’t know what explorative or mild is, even if it hit him in the face.
And my body is reacting to it.
Damn me and my damaged brain.
“You’re trembling.” He buries his nose in my hair and ribbons, inhaling me while continuing his path. “Will you also be trembling while riding my cock? Or when I mess up these soft thighs with my cum?”
The temperature shoots up to three digits so fast, I’m whiplashed. I grab onto his shoulder to push him away, but I end up digging my fingers into his bicep as he slides his middle finger against my folds over my panties.
“So wet and throbbing, my little muse.” His finger strokes again, this time finding my clit.
I don’t know if it’s because of all the time I’ve been sitting on his lap or the fact that his touch has awakened a side of me I don’t recognize, but a needy sound leaves my throat.
“Impatient, too.” He slaps my pussy over the wet panties. “Your cunt is so pleased to meet my fingers, it’s soaking for my touch.”
I can feel the wetness seeping through as he circles my clit, and just when I fall for the feeling, he slaps my pussy again.
A gasp echoes in the air, but it’s interrupted when he pushes my panties to the side and thrusts two fingers inside me all at once.
The intrusion makes my legs shake so hard, I’d fall over if it weren’t for his steel arm around my waist.
He drives in and out a few times with a calculated rhythm. “So messy. We’re going to have to stretch this tight cunt a bit further so it’s ready for my cock.”
I don’t reply. All I can do is hold on to him as he scissors his fingers inside me. And then he angles his thigh and adds pressure to my starving clit with his thumb.
An electric shock shoots through my limbs. My toes curl and my body spasms in a series of involuntary reactions. It’s so sudden and powerful that I momentarily disconnect from my physical world.
As I’m coming down from the high, my limbs are numb, but Landon still has his fingers inside me.
He releases my waist and pulls one of my blue ribbons, forcing me to face him. I don’t even want to think about what my face looks like right now. I just want to run away and hide from the intense emotions I just experienced.
Landon, however, doesn’t seem to have the same plan. He licks the corner of my eye where involuntary moisture escaped and grins. “Now, you’ll shatter on my fingers all over again while looking at me.”
The bitter taste of panic fills my throat. What the hell did I just let him do?
Wait. Did I even allow him to?
You didn’t say no, idiot. You didn’t even push him away.
So I do. With all the strength I have, I punch him in the chest so hard, the chair squeaks beneath him. After I untangle myself from his hold, I do the one thing I should’ve done when I first saw Landon today.
I run.
His laughter echoes behind me like a dark, sinister promise.