When I do that, still stroking his hair, he slaps his palms on my arse cheeks and presses his cock to mine. I bury my face in his hair, inhaling his smell as I groan and hump against him. Sparks of pleasure pool in my groin. With every slide of flesh against flesh, our precum trickles over our cocks and we rub a few more times.
Nikolai pushes me up. “Hop on. Wrap your legs around my waist.”
“I’m not light…”
“Do it. Now.”
Grabbing onto his neck, I maneuver myself and Nikolai helps me up and I cross my legs at his back, heels digging in his arse.
I thought it’d feel awkward, but surprisingly, I hold on to the balance, and Nikolai doesn’t seem to mind that I’m wrapped all around him in a koala embrace.
In retrospect, I might be enjoying this a bit too much since my hard cock that’s trapped between us pulses and drips all over my abs.
He kneads my arse and nibbles on my jaw as he walks to the bedroom. “That’s it. Good boy.”
“I’m not a boy. I’m older than you.”
“Age is a number, and you’re definitely my good boy, baby.”
He tilts forward and we drop into a mess of limbs on the bed. His chest collides with mine, but I don’t mind. He could crush me and I wouldn’t complain.
It’s okay.
If it’s him, it’s okay.
That thought fills me with a different type of dread.
Does this mean I trust him? The mafia prince who winds down by punching people?
My thoughts scatter when he reaches beneath the pillow and produces a bottle of lube.
“Do you always have that on the ready?” I ask and hum a grunt when his piercing scrapes my cock.
“Yup. I never know when you’re going to grace me with your presence.”
He pushes back so he’s kneeling between my parted legs, and I mourn the loss of his body against mine, but then I’m distracted when he squirts the lube straight on his cock.
I lean on my elbows, watching him as he rubs himself up and down in violent strokes that leave my mouth agape.
“Aw, you drooling baby?”
“Shut up…”
“You love my cock that much, hmm?”
“Stop talking, Nikolai.”
“Mmm. Love it when you get all bossy and wound up.” He swirls his slick, shiny fingers against his crown and I want to push them away and take over the task.
“Here.” He throws me the bottle of lube. “Make your hole dripping wet so I can fuck you, baby.”
“Jesus,” I breathe out as I struggle to open the thing.
He really knows how to undo a man with his words and damn fucking presence.
I squirt the cold gel on my palm and open my legs farther, then lift my arse before I press it against my rim.
A gasp falls out of me when I find Nikolai watching me with depraved intensity and flaring nostrils, his strokes slowing down.
“Fuck yourself for me. Let me see your fingers plunging in and out of your hole.”
A rush of lust overwhelms me and I bite my lower lip as I breach myself with a finger. My muscles tighten around it and I groan.
“Did you touch yourself back there while we were apart, baby?”
I nod, focusing on his tattooed hand that squeezes his length. My cock leaks all over my stomach at the view.
“Mmm, naughty. Did you imagine it was my fingers driving into you?”
I shake my head and add another finger, fucking myself in the same rhythm he touches himself and trying not to get too excited, because I want to come while he fucks me.
“Then what did you imagine?”
“I imagined…ummfuck… I imagined you were fucking me with your cock.”
“Fuck, baby. I need inside you. Now.”
I remove my fingers and trace them on his chest. “Stop talking and fuck me.”
“Mmm. Talk dirty to me.”
“I need your cock inside me.”
“More.”
“I want you to pound me until I’m screaming.”
“Fucking more.”
“Fuck me until you fill me with your cum.”
“Oh fuck. Where did you learn to talk like that?”
“From you.”
His face erupts in a gorgeous grin as he lifts my legs and throws them over his broad shoulders. Our eyes collide as he drives into me. Agonizingly slow. So slow that sweat beads on Nikolai’s forehead and sticks his hair to his temples. His brows furrow as he obviously restrains himself to not thrust all the way in.
A shiver goes through me and it feels like forever before he’s fully sheathed inside me.
It’s been a long time since Nikolai last fucked me, and I almost forgot just how huge he is. It often burns when he first buries himself in me, but he always, without exception, gives me time to adjust.
We’re both panting, our chests slick with sweat as we bask in the moment, our ragged breathing echoing in the air.
The only other sound is the rain beating down on the ceiling.
A droplet of sweat rolls down his brow and falls on the corner of my mouth. I dart out my tongue and lick it then bite my lip. Nikolai’s eyes rage a dark blue as he expels a large breath.
“Fuck. I missed your ass. I love how it swallows me whole. Mmm. Can you feel how you’re welcoming me home?”
“Ummfuck…”
“You’re my favorite fuck hole, baby.”
“S-shut your mouth, Nikolai.”
“Make me.”
I grab a handful of his hair and tug him down, smashing his lips with mine.
It’s a mess of tongues, teeth, and lips as he drives into me. Slow and shallow at first, but the longer I kiss him, the faster he finds his rhythm and pounds me like a madman.
The back and forth of his abs creates friction on my rock-hard dick, milking it until precum splutters all over us.
Through it all, he doesn’t stop kissing me, doesn’t stop binding me to him one thrust at a time.
My body is a mess of overstimulation, but it’s my battered heart and nonexistent soul that are fucked over.
I dig my fingers in his back, feeling my balls fill up and my cock ready to burst.
Nikolai pulls away from my lips and reaches between us, then squeezes my cock, his thumb pressing savagely on the tip.
“Don’t come until I tell you to.”
“Fuck… No…” I tug on his hair, wiggling my arse to chase the pleasure. “I’m going to come…”
“Not yet.” His thumb blocks my opening as he goes harder, his piercing brushing against my sensitive spot with every thrust.
I thrash on the mattress, mumbled voices slipping from my throat as the pleasure builds to an exasperating high.
“Niko…please…please…fuck…”
I want to come. I want to come. I want to come.
The thoughts repeat in my head like a chant. My vision becomes blurry and I let out what sounds like a pathetic whimper.
“Let me come…please…please…” I’m begging at this point, my whole body tightening, my abs contracting, and my balls aching.
“Say you missed me.”
“W-what?”
“During the time we were apart, tell me you fucking missed me. Even if it’s a lie, say it.”
“I did…I missed you… I missed you so fucking much.” I feel a rush of air whooshing out of me with the words.
I don’t think I’ve ever said anything that I felt to my core like those words.
Because yes, I missed him. I missed him to the point of insanity. I missed him until I couldn’t breathe.
And the only reason I can suck air into my starved lungs is because he’s touching me again.
“Come for me, baby.” He releases my tip and squeezes my balls.
“Ummfuck…Niko…fuck…I’m coming for you…” My cock jerks and my cum splatters all over my abs, his hand, and the sheets. Everywhere.
“Love it when you make a mess.” He thrusts faster, his muscles tightening and a vein popping in his neck. “I love it when you come.”
“Umm…” I’m still groaning, riding my orgasm as my cock slowly withers to half erect.
“Wanna know what you look like when you come?” He speaks against my lips, his breath stroking my skin and his intense eyes swallowing me in their depths. “You look like fucking mine.”
My cock twitches, trying to force its way back to life as he bites my lower lip and fills my arse with his cum.
He comes hard and he keeps coming, until I milk him of every last drop.
Our slick chests press together and I glide my fingers into his half-damp hair, bringing him closer and wrapping my legs around his waist.
Then I do what we both love.
I kiss him deep and hard, trying to brand myself under his skin so he’ll never leave me again.
Nikolai pulls out of me and I can feel cum dripping onto the mattress. But before I can fall into that sensation, he wrenches his lips from mine and flips me onto my stomach.
I glance behind me and my lips fall open at the decadent desire shining through his eyes.
Blood rushes to my groin and my cock stands at full attention.
“Get on your hands and knees, baby. I’m going to fuck you again. This time, like an animal.”