I’ve always lived on the right side of things. Perfect scores. Perfect manners. Perfect image. I never toyed with danger. Never wanted to live outside of my little bubble. Never crossed a line.
But then this man bulldozed through my walls, and now, I’m breaking apart piece by piece.
My fingers tighten in his hair. “Shut up and fuck me.”
A spark rushes to his previously dead eyes and he growls, “Bedroom. Now.”
He drags me by his grip on my hand, but the moment I stand up, his mouth is claiming mine again and we stumble over the table, only breaking the kiss to tear each other’s clothes off on our way to the bedroom.
Or more like my clothes. I’m way too overdressed, damn it.
By the time we reach his room, we’re finally naked. I want to study his glorious muscles and tattoos, but he presses his chest to mine and thrusts his hip forward, rubbing his hard, thickening cock on mine
I groan in his mouth.
The sound shatters when he pushes me onto the bed and lands on top of me. He kisses his way down my throat, my collarbone, and my chest.
“Fuuck…” I breathe out when he bites a nipple, teeth nibbling on the tip. Precum slides down my length and drips on my abs.
“Mine. Every inch of you is fucking mine.” He grunts against my skin, making my cock harder, my muscles tighter, and my head lighter.
He moves his attention to the other nipple, sucking and biting and probably leaving all sorts of marks, but I can’t seem to focus on that.
Later. I’ll think later.
Now, I want to feel.
His dick slides up and down my length. Our precum trickles over the skin and he uses it as lube. The maddening friction heightens until I’m releasing unintelligible noises, groaning and moaning. My hips jerk, instinctively rubbing my cock against his. Drops of our precum coat our abs as we hump and rub and growl in unison.
“Niko…” I rasp, writhing against the pillow as I pull his head down with a handful of his hair. “Just…fuck me.”
I’m reduced to begging for it, but I’m too far gone to care about it at this point.
My heart nearly spills from its confinement when he flashes me his sexy grin. “You called me Niko. Fuck, baby. I’m really going to fucking devour you.”
The friction of our cocks grows in intensity. More rubbing, grinding, and humping, until I think we’ll come in an absolute mess. But then he reaches beneath the pillow and pulls out a bottle of lube, then sits on his haunches between my legs.
“Bend your knees,” he orders, and when I do it, he squirts lube in his palm, then circles my rim with a slippery finger. “Mmm, your hole is getting nice and wet for me, baby. So fucking beautiful.”
My breath hitches and my cock gets even harder the more he circles my hole. He thrusts a finger inside me and a shameless moan spills out of me. His intense eyes remain on mine as he adds the second.
It’s that look that drives me insane. I see my reflection in those dark blues, and for the first time, I don’t hate what I see.
Not when he looks at me like he can’t get enough. Like I’m the center of his universe. Even temporarily.
He works me open with firm pumps of his fingers. I jerk my hips, dick bobbing on my abs.
“That’s it. You’re taking my fingers so well.”
My exhales puff out in a long, fractured breath and I wiggle my arse against him, matching his in-and-out.
“I need your hands.” Nikolai throws the lube within reach. “Make my cock all slippery so I can fuck you, baby.”
It’s a miracle I don’t come then and there. I take obscene pride in how steady my hand is as I fill it with lube, lean over, and slide my palm on Nikolai’s length.
When I reach the tip, I stop and—like a junkie who can’t help it—I take the crown in my mouth and tug on a piercing with my teeth.
His growls of pleasure are music to my ears. “Mmfuck…baby…I’m going to come if you keep doing that.”
I release his crown with a pop and continue lubing him up from base to tip.
“I love the way you fucking touch me, but I also love—” He scissors his fingers inside me and thrusts a third finger. “How you swallow me in your ass.”
My hand pauses on his cock and I throw my head back with a moan. “Ah…fuck… It’s so full…Niko, fuck…”
“Stay with me, baby. If you can barely take my fingers, how will you fit my cock in this tight ass?”
I squeeze his cock, jerking him faster, and wiggle on his fingers. “Put your cock inside me. I want you in me.”
“I love your fucking filthy mouth.” He slams his lips to mine and kisses me hard and fast as he pulls out his fingers.
My back hits the bed, but he doesn’t break the connection. I don’t let him.
He covers my hand with his and makes me guide his cock to my hole as his tongue batters mine, his teeth sinking, nibbling, claiming.
The piercings tease my opening before he thrusts the first inch in.
“Ummph…” I mumble against his lips, and the idiot takes it as a sign to tear our mouths apart.
“Relax for me, baby.” His eyes are clearer now, more in tune with the Nikolai I know as he kisses my jaw, my nose, and my lids.
What is he doing?
Fuck…
I tug on his hair. “Stop kissing me everywhere like I’m a girl, Nikolai.”
He merely chuckles and bites down on my lower lip. “I don’t kiss girls everywhere—or boys, for that matter. But I will kiss you wherever I fucking please, lotus flower. Get used to it.”
Then he sucks on my lip and kisses, then bites his way down my throat as he thrusts his hip forward, feeding me a few more inches.
My arse clenches around him and I wince at the burning intrusion. Despite the lube, he’s fucking huge and I can feel the piercings scraping at my insides. Though it’s not a bad sensation, just new.
Maybe even a little…thrilling.
Okay, a lot.
“Mmm…you’re so tight, baby. The way your ass milks my cock is majestic. I don’t think I can hold on anymore.”
“Go all the way.”
“Baby… It’s your first time.”
“I said. Go all in. Don’t treat me like I’m weak.”
“I know I promised not to hurt you, but you’re making it fucking impossible.”
He drives his hips forward, burying himself inside me, and I jerk, shuddering in his embrace.
“Fuck, baby, fuck. Are you in pain?”
I hide my head in his neck, studying the contours of the snake on his shoulder, and wiggle against him, then bite the lobe of his ear. “More. Give me fucking more.”
“Oh, baby. You’re well and truly fucked,” he whispers back as he wrenches my mouth into his and thrusts into me, slow and long. The burning sensation disappears and tingles of pleasure spread down my spine.
As if feeling that I’m well adjusted, Nikolai slowly ups his rhythm until my dick leaks precum all over our abs.
He fucks me hard, not taking it easy or slow, and I meet him stroke for stroke, jerking my hips and fucking his mouth with my tongue. Alien noises leave my lips whenever I feel the scrape of his piercings inside me.
Little by little, his mouth, hand, and cock undo me, leaving me desolate and desperate for anything he has to dish out.
“Christ. Mmm. Your ass was made to swallow my cock.”
“S-shut your mouth.” I chase his lips, but he pulls away only for a second before he tugs my lip between his teeth, then reaches between us and slides his fingers over my nipple.
I shudder and writhe, sinking my teeth in his tongue when he slows down.
“What are you doing—”
My words die out when his crown bumps into that pleasurable place in my arse.
All the blood rushes to my dick, and my spine stiffens. Lust and need soar high until I think I’ll never come down.
“Niko…fuck…fuuuck…”
He squeezes my dick and whispers, “Come for me, baby. Show me who you belong to.”
I don’t think I could control it even if I wanted to. My cock thickens and hot cum sprays on my abs, and I thrust my hips through it, forcing my eyes open to look at him.
“Come in me, Niko.”
“Holyfuckingshit,” he groans in one breath as his thrusts turn dangerously animalistic, going rougher and faster until I almost can’t keep up.
He shudders on top of me and calls me baby and beautiful and all these other nicknames he loves giving me as he comes inside me.
Despite my own hazy head, I can’t look away from his face as he empties his load. He’s just so fucking hot.
My hand runs up the ink on his hard abs, fingers wrapping around his nape as I shove him down and claim his lips again.
I can’t get enough of kissing him.
Devouring him. Inhaling him into my fucking lungs.
He pounds into me with shallow thrusts until his cock is depleted, then he pulls out. I groan as cum leaks out from me.
Is it supposed to feel this good?
My hand slides from his throat to his hair, tugging and pulling. It must hurt, but Nikolai doesn’t complain as he kisses me harder, his chest glued to mine. Both of us are a mess of sweat and the cum on our abs.
We keep kissing until I can no longer feel my lips. Until the cold air forms goosebumps on my damp skin.
Reluctantly, I let him go and pull away. Nikolai gives me space and I sit up, wincing, before I scoot to the edge of the bed and stand with a bit of difficulty.
Cum drips down my thighs and I have to bite my lip to stop myself from moaning.
An inked hand wraps around my wrist and a large chest presses against my back, his half-erect cock nudging on my sore arse. I ignore the shiver that spreads through me as I glance at him. Nikolai leans his chin on my shoulder, head cocked to the side, watching me with that slight manic expression from earlier. Though it seems a bit subdued now.
“Where do you think you’re going?”
“Uh…shower.” Why do I sound so hoarse?
His lips curve in a slightly evil grin. “Can I join?”
“No.” I pause when his smile disappears, then sigh. “I’m sorry. I’m not comfortable with that.”
“I’ll wait until you’re comfortable, then.” His grin returns and I want to kiss it, but I don’t, because that’s just fucking desperate. “Thanks, baby.”