I see how he holds my hand when we run to pull me along.
I see his nostalgic smile when it rains before he pulls me out into it with him.
I see him at practice, with his teammates, and in class, and it’s like he’s not the same Levi. While all the other teenagers are high on spontaneity and living the moment, Levi is the responsible one.
He’s usually in deep thought with him and himself — even when he’s surrounded by his closest friends. It’s like he has his own world all complete with forts and bridges where no one else is allowed.
A part of me wants to barge into his secret world, but the other part is scared of what I’ll find in there.
What if his world is a one-way ticket and I’ll be trapped?
I take my coffee and thank Sarah on my way out of the kitchen. Phone in hand, I text Dan that I’m going out. It’s Friday afternoon and we agreed to meet at Ally’s. Usually, we meet on Saturdays, but since Dan became a permanent starter, that plan is out.
I make a beeline towards the back entrance through the pool house. Dad and Victoria are at some charity dinner, but old habits die hard. It’s become natural to sneak my way out of the house.
Near the pool house’s door, strange sounds make me halt in my tracks. I inch closer, expecting to find an animal or something.
The sounds raise in volume. There’s a moan then a growl and the unmistakable slap of flesh against flesh.
I should’ve continued on my way, but hearing such sounds at home is as rare as England’s sun. Even Dad never touches Victoria, except for the platonic hand grab here or there. Thank God for that. I totally don’t need the image.
Making sure to keep my body out of view, I peek inside and freeze. The first thing that greets me is a man’s naked arse. He pounds into my step-sister like a crazed animal.
Nicole’s face twists, whether in pleasure or pain, I don’t know. Her eyes meet mine, and I jerk back, but not before recognising the guy she’s with.
I run out of the house, my head a complete chaos.
Christopher Vans.
Levi’s closest friend.
“Earth to bugger!”
I snap my head up from my chocolate smoothie.
“Did you come here for a one-on-one meeting with your straw?” Dan asks with a dramatic tone. “Do you want me to step outside so you can have a moment?”
“I’m just trying to purge a very disturbing image I’ve just seen on my way here.”
“Disturbing?” He slides closer, pushing his iced coffee aside and waggling his eyebrows. “Do tell.”
“I just saw Nicole having sex with Christopher Vans in our pool house.”
His grin disappears. It’s only for a split second, but I notice it. I also notice how his face scrunches and his shoulders tense.
He goes back to grinning just as fast. Only, it seems a bit forced now. “Eww. No more Netflix and chill in your pool house.”
I roll my eyes. “I just told you I’ve seen Nicole have sex and that’s your first thought?”
“Does Nicole’s sex life need commentating?” He has his rare poker face as he speaks. “She’s not even a good fuck.”
“How would you know that?”
He takes a long slurp of his drink and shrugs. “Looks like it.”
“Don’t you think this has King’s hands all over it?”
“Captain’s?”
“I mean, Christopher is his closest friend.”
“Was. Since Chris was benched, Captain doesn’t look in his direction twice. He punched him at the beginning of the year for being useless.”
“That’s harsh. Is a person’s worth calculated by how well he plays?”
He lifts a shoulder. “Captain is all about winning and he doesn’t sugar-coat anything when it comes to slackers. He even had a few choice words for his cousin the other day.”
I fumble with my straw, humming. Something in my gut tells me Christopher sleeping with my step-sister isn’t a coincidence. Maybe he’s pretending to be on non-speaking terms with Levi in public, but they’re plotting something in secret.
“Here I thought you were too dreamy-eyed about your crush.” A mischievous look takes over Dan’s features.
“He’s not my crush.”
“I’ve known you for three years, and I haven’t seen you so caught up with someone as you are with Captain.”
“He threatened me, remember? I’m doing whatever it takes to protect myself.”
“Uh-huh.”
“Bug!”
“Admit it. You like him.”
“I hate him.”
“I bet he hates you, too.” He waggles an eyebrow. “Is this some sort of foreplay? Roleplay? Some other kind of kinky stuff?”
I hit his arm. “You’re a pig. Does everything have to be about sex with you?”
“They do,” he says matter-of-factly. “Tell me you don’t think about Captain in a sexual way.”
“I don’t!” I say too fast, too defensively. But even saying the words bring back how much I look at Levi’s lips when he’s not kissing me and how much I don’t want to break apart when he does kiss me.
Damn the bastard for getting me addicted to his lips.
“Yeah, right.” Dan takes a long swig of his drink. “I completely believe you.”
“Dan!”
“What?” He plays nonchalance, grinning like an idiot. “I said I believe you.”
“If you don’t stop right now—”
“Wait.” He cuts me off, sliding his iced coffee in my direction.
“What?”
“Cool off a bit. All the talk about Captain has got you blushing.”
I hit him again, and I finish his iced coffee, too.
We spend the rest of the evening bowling. Zach, Dan’s older brother who’s studying at Imperial College, joins us near the end.
He’s a taller version of Dan with a toned body that he spends a lot of time perfecting at the gym.
Sometimes, when he’s not with his college friends, he joins us. He also helps us sneak out from the parents’ grasps since he knows all the ‘tricks’.
Dan goes to get us something to drink while Zach and I continue competing. He always gets a perfect score.
“That’s so unfair,” I huff, watching his hands. “You have some sort of trick to always knock them over, don’t you?”
He laughs, revealing pearly-white teeth. “Not a trick, just skill, babe. Let me.”
With me holding the ball, Zach comes behind me and snakes his arms on either side of me to help me grip the ball tighter.
“Keep your hands steady. Don’t push the shot and take your time.” He presses a hand on my back. “Bend slowly and let go.”
All the pins fall down in one go.
“Yes!” I jump up, hugging Zach. “I did it!”
“You did it.” His arms wrap around my waist.
A strong hand pulls me back by the arm, and I yelp as I trip and almost fall.
I come head to head with Levi’s destabilising pale eyes.
Only now, they’re completely black.
Astrid
You don’t own me, your majesty. No one does.
That partabout being scared of the ‘black’ Levi?
I take it all back.
I’m not scared of him, I’m terrified. There’s this complete disregard for everyone around him when he’s in this mood and it seems impossible to carve a path into him.
He’s wearing simple jeans and a royal blue pullover, but his entire aura is as black as the look in his eyes.
With a deep breath, I attempt to dissipate the tension in the air. “Levi. This is Zachariah, he’s —”
Words die into my throat when Levi slams his lips against mine.
We’ve had wild kisses before — they’re all we’ve had, actually — but this is different. His teeth clash against mine and it’s like he’s sucking the life out of me.
Claiming me.
Punishingme.
The roughness of his mouth turns my head dizzy. I’m like a marionette in his steel-like arms, unable to breathe or forge a path out.
I push at his chest, but it’s like he doesn’t feel my grip.
He doesn’t feel anything.
When he finally lets me go, I’m breathing so heavily, I’m afraid my heart will pop out of its cavity.
Levi pulls me to his side with a steel-hold on my waist despite my protests.
I’m tempted to slap him for kissing me in public like that.
Lots of kids from our school come here. If anyone finds out, my already sour reputation will only get worse.
He promised to keep it under wraps. He freaking promised.
The clearing of a throat brings my attention back to Zach who had front row seats to the entire show. Aiden stands not far, watching us with an indifferent expression.
My cheeks flame at the thought of Zach watching me being kissed savagely by Levi. That’s definitely not the image I want to give to him.
I bow my head, unable to look at him. “I… umm… Zach, this is…”
“Levi King and she’s mine.” He says the words with a coolness that negates his death grip around my waist. “Keep your fucking hands off her.”