Tiernan
Noah heads back to the extended-stay hotel he’s paying through the nose for to gather his things, while I return to the house to prepare a room for him. His sponsor is based somewhere outside of Chicago, so Noah might be traveling a lot, but they also have a branch of their business here, so this will be home-base when he’s in town.
We spent the rest of the day walking and talking, and after lunch, I took him to one of my father’s favorite tailors to get him suited for any dressy occasions that might pop up in the future with his new adventure. By the time we were done, it was late. We ate dinner, he went back to his place to sleep and pack up his things to check out tomorrow, and I came home.
I’ve had the bed replaced in my parents’ old room, so I’ll put him in there, since it has a private bathroom. I don’t need to take the chance of running into an overnight guest, should he choose to have one.
“You should be shot!” I hear Mirai scream as I enter the house.
I stop, pausing before gently closing the door as I listen. What the hell?
“Whoever designed this room should be shot,” Jake spits back. “These drapes look like the same shit that lines caskets.”
Jake? My heart lifts a little more. He’s here, too.
“Ugh!” she growls.
Something crashes, shattering across the floor, and I tiptoe through the foyer and hide behind the wall to the sitting room.
“Whoops!” Jake says. “There goes a candy dish. Probably three-hundred dollars and never used, either, because this house hasn’t seen a carb since 2002.”
I snort, but I cover my mouth, so they don’t know I’m here.
“Leave,” she says.
“No.”
“I’ll call the police!”
“TMZ will be here before they are.”
I shake my head, peering around the corner to see him digging his hand into a bag of my veggie fries as Mirai stands close, hands on her hips and huffing.
She holds up her claws like she wants to strangle him. “I’ve never wanted to hit someone so much since—”
“Since last night when you dreamed about me?”
I pull back and lean against the wall. Mirai’s anger over what went down on the mountain between the Van der Bergs and me is still strong—but man, he’s not afraid of it.
“Where is she?” he asks.
“I don’t know.”
“Mirai?” he sing-songs.
“Screw you.”
I peek around the corner again, seeing their backs to me, him standing behind her and egging her on.
“It didn’t happen like you think it happened,” he explains. “We’re her home. We’d kill to protect her.”
My cheeks warm at hearing that, but Mirai still isn’t having it.
“Fuck off,” she says.
I jaunt past the archway and dash up the stairs before they can see me, not having the energy to get in the middle of that tonight. I’ll say hi to Jake tomorrow.
“I’m calling security,” I hear her warn him.
“I’m not leaving,” he taunts. “I’ll be here all night if I have to. Waiting with you…”
“Nope, you won’t.”
“Close to you…” he continues.
“Shut. Up.”
“Watching you…”
“Ew.”
“Just you and me…” he teases.
There’s a pause and then, “Ow!” Jake bellows. “That hurt! My nose is bleeding. Jesus!”
“Not on the carpet!” she cries.
I speed walk to my room, grab the handle, and quietly close the door.
I’m not sure if Noah found me, because he knew his father was coming, or if Jake came to see how Noah was doing and decided to make a stop here, but either way, I’m happy they’re both here. I just hope Jake made provisions for someone to stay on the property back home and take care of the animals in his absence if Kaleb is still no where to be seen.
I’ll leave him and Mirai alone for now, though. They need to spend some time together and sort their shit out. Whether or not she approves of what happened, he’s not going anywhere. If she wants to keep being here for me, she’ll have to deal with him.
I crash to my bed, burying my face in my pillow. It was a good day but long. The ever-present flutter that left my heart when I left the peak six weeks ago is back to some extent. They’re here, and I feel more like I’m home. A little more, anyway.
My course catalog for school looms like an elephant on my nightstand, but I feel good, and looking at that makes me feel less good. I wanted to go to college this morning.
But now that they’re here…
Goddamn them. Always confusin’ me. Reaching up, I pull the chain of my lamp and close my eyes as the room goes dark.
I startle awake, something stirring me. I blink the sleep away and flip over onto my back, waiting for the room to come into view.
What was that? It was like hail. It doesn’t hail in L.A.
I turn on the lamp and sit up, rubbing my eyes. I look at the window, the black night clear and quiet beyond it.
Rising from the bed, I walk over and pull aside the sheer curtain.
I cover my yawn with my hand, taking in the blue hue of the grass and the shadow of the tree falling over the dark lawn.
But then the shadow moves, and I look closer.
A rope hangs from the same bough my parents used, and a small tire is secured to the end of it. My pulse quickens. Am I seeing that right? Mirai cut down the tire last August, and the rope was gone when I came home. I…
I charge for my bedroom door and open it, jogging down the hallway. Laughter comes from the kitchen, and the scent of Jake’s chili wafts over me, making my stomach growl, but I ignore it and slip down the hallway and out the back door.
When was the last time I looked out that window? Yesterday, maybe? Did Mirai have it hung? One for me this time?
I guess it would be thoughtful.
Or maybe she hung it for my parents, since she knows I buried the ashes there. Kind of a final memorial of sorts.
I round the back of the house and see it ahead, swaying in the soft breeze.
It’s not the same tire. This one is a little smaller with a white stripe around it. Something maybe a child could fit inside.
Someone steps out from around the tree, and I stop, meeting his eyes.
Kaleb looks at me.
Everything inside my lungs empties, and I don’t feel like this is real, but he moves, placing his hand on the rope above the tire, holding it out for me.
He did this?
When…? How…?
I inch closer to him, my feet carrying me without a thought. “What are you doing here?”
My voice is barely audible, because my mouth is suddenly dry, and I can’t believe Kaleb is anywhere outside Chapel Peak. He flew here?
Or maybe he drove, but either way…
It’s surreal. I can’t picture him anywhere else but there, but here he is.
“How did you get here?” I ask him.
He doesn’t reply, of course, simply holding out his hand for me to take.
I look down at the vein over the back of his palm, remembering the nights I traced every inch of his body, that night, in particular.
I take his hand, and instead of guiding me inside the tire, he picks me up under the arms instead, lifting me high. I swing my legs around the rope, grabbing hold of it as he plants my ass on top.
I feel so high and happy, I almost feel sick. God, I love him.
He’s here. I can touch him.
What does this mean?
The bough creaks under my weight, and my stomach swoops, sitting up here. I always envisioned what this would be like. I want to smile, but I don’t.