“You wanna see me do this?” she teases, her big eyes telling me she knows damn well I like what I’m seeing.
“Stop fucking around and get down here.”
She drops her head back instead, running her fingers down her face and body, cupping a breast and squeezing it before trailing the hand down her stomach.
“I told you I had a vibrator,” she says, looking at me again. “I don’t use it, though.” She increases her speed, and I can hear that the grinding has gotten harder. “I like to be in control. I like to work for it, like I’m fucking a real one.”
I lick my lips. “Jordan…”
“Shhh….”
She opens her mouth and moans and then lifts a knee, placing it on the desk to widen her legs. Sweat cools my brow, and I sit up, leaning forward again.
“I like you watching me,” she says. “You’ve always watched me, haven’t you? Always wanted to have your fun with me.”
I falter, knowing what she says is true. I’ve wanted her since the first time I saw her.
“It’s okay,” she whispers. “I always knew, and I always liked it. Keep watching me, Mr. Lawson.”
I swallow, my mouth still so dry. “I am,” I breathe out.
“Oh, God,” she moans.
My eyes burn, and I’m desperate to blink, but I can’t take my gaze off her. I can almost feel it. Like the corner of the desk is my fingers she’s fucking, and her soft flesh is grinding on my hand. Or my fucking mouth, I don’t care. I’ve never been so jealous of an inanimate object.
“Move the phone to the bed,” I tell her. “I want to see you from behind.”
She slows her movements, shaking and breathing hard, and I can tell I caught her just as she was chasing her orgasm.
Oh, well, she’ll have to work harder to get it back again.
Walking the phone to the bed, she props it up against something and quickly looks back and forth between the screen and the desk to make sure I have her in view, and then walks back to the desk corner.
Running her fingers through her hair, she glances at me over her shoulder, smirking. I tighten my fist, anxious for the feel of that perky ass.
But before she lifts her knee again, she slips her fingers under the hem of her bikini bottoms and slides them down just below her ass. And she leaves them there. Planting her hands on the desktop, she leans over it, lifts her knee, and arches her back for me, jutting out her ass as she starts dry humping the corner of the desk again.
Her behind, her hair falling down her back, her way of moving and taunting…. I reach down and adjust my cock, now painfully stiff and ready. To have this view of her, I’m dying.
“Mmmm, that’s what I like,” she pants, meeting my eyes over her shoulder. “Watch me. Watch me fuck for you. I’ll do whatever you say. It’s all for you.”
She goes harder, stronger, and faster, and I’m not sure if I want her pussy in my mouth or around my dick first. I’m taking her from behind tonight. I have to have her like this.
“Jordan…” The phone cracks in my hand.
“You like it?” she taunts. “You like when I play with myself for you?”
“Baby.” I rise from the couch.
I need her.
“Mmm, I like you watching,” she groans. “Am I being good now?”
I don’t take my eyes off her as I climb the stairs.
“I wish there were ten more of you watching me,” she says, “wanting me.”
If there were any more of me, she’d have a huge problem tonight.
“Pike, I’m so wet. You could slide right into me.”
My dick jerks and pulses, and I reach her door and twist the handle.
“You like it?” She pumps faster. “I’m so hot and wet for you.”
The door’s locked, and I jiggle the handle, dying to get inside.
“Jordan?” I call, my patience non-existent. “Open the door.”
“Oh, Pike. Oh, God.”
I look down at the screen again, seeing her hair damn-near touching her ass as she throws her head back and fucks the desk. God, her ass…
“More, more, more, more…” she whimpers. “I’m coming. Oh, God. Yes!”
“Jordan, shit…” I yank at the door, ready to knock it down. “Open the door.”
Don’t come without me.
“Fuck me!” she cries out, moaning and whimpering. “Yes! Yes…yes…yes.”
Her voice gets lower and calmer as she rides it out, coming on the other side of the door and finishing without me.
“Jordan?”
Goddammit, I don’t want her satisfied yet.
But the door doesn’t open, and when I look at the phone, her movements have slowed, just the barest grinding and little sounds out of her as she finishes herself off. I’m going to bend her over that fucking desk right now.
“Jordan, Jesus, open the door,” I growl.
She straightens, putting her foot back on the floor and pulling her bikini bottoms back on. Walking over to the bed, she leans down and meets my eyes, a dreamy look on her face.
“I love seeing you enjoy that,” she says, the sweet look of contentment on her face. “I love seeing that I can hold your attention. And not only can I do it, Pike, but I think I liked it.”
She curls her lips in a little grin.
I jiggle the door handle again. “Jordan, open the door.”
She just tsks. “I’d like to, baby, but…” She sighs. “The dance is over, and you’re not allowed to touch the girls.” And then she winks at me. “’Night, sugar.”
The light on the screen disappears as she ends the call, and the whole hallway suddenly goes dark. I stand there, trying to figure out if she’s actually doing what I think she’s doing, when the light under the door disappears, as well, and I realize she’s shut off her lights.
She’s going to bed?
I yank at the door. “Jordan,” I bark. “What the fuck?”
I hear a drawer open and slam shut and then the bed creak with weight. After a few moments, there are no sounds, and my worst fears have come true. I have a raging hard-on. What would she do if I broke down the door right now? Shit!
I let my forehead fall into the door, and I’m about to throw up my man card and cry.
“When I get a hold of you, it won’t be pretty,” I warn her. “That’s a promise. You’re in for it.
My phone beeps, and I look down, swiping the screen.
Go to bed, the text reads.
My stomach twists, and I’m halfway between going downstairs and blasting music so loud she can’t sleep while I work off some steam doing laps in the pool or picking another fight to get her out of bed again.
It’s late, though, and if I work out now I’ll be up for hours. I have my hand and the Internet, don’t I? Although I don’t need porn when just the memory of her a bit ago hasn’t left long enough to let me get soft yet.
Trailing down to my room, I slam the door shut behind me and crash to the bed, rubbing my aching groin.
Another text beeps in.
And don’t jerk off, it says.
I clench my teeth and whip the phone off to the side, hearing it hit the dresser and drop to the floor.
I better wake up and find her on my dick in the morning or no one is safe tomorrow.
Chapter 21
Jordan
It didn’t take as long to fall asleep last night as I thought it would. Moments after I sent my last text, I heard something hit a wall in Pike’s room, and I kind of felt a little bad but also smiled, feeling a little powerful, too. Playing games with him wasn’t my goal, although I do love that we’re good at getting under each other’s skin.
I simply wanted to show him I’m capable of more than he thinks I am, and I don’t appreciate people telling me what’s in my own head.
Then, when he tried to get in the room, I wanted him so badly—his hands, his mouth, his words—but I always forgive too easily, and I don’t want to be that girl anymore. Even if Pike is one of the good ones—and I’m pretty sure he is—I needed to prove to myself that I’m worth the work and the wait. It was necessary to raise the bar for myself and not give everyone what they want from me so easily. I’ve been a pushover long enough. Jay, Cole, my parents…
And I fell asleep, proud of being stronger.