The guilt made his eyes sting, and when the door opened, he stiffened. There was a part of him that was preparing for her rage and a part of him that feared seeing the weight of her sadness, feared that when he looked upon her, he would break too.
He felt her draw near, though hesitant, and he was surprised when she asked, “Are you well?”
He swallowed hard around the thickness in his throat. He should be asking her. “Yes, and you?”
“Yes… Hades,” she said, and he knew she was waiting for him to look at her. He took a few deep breaths, until the wetness behind his eyes did not feel so threatening. When he met her gaze, he did not see what he expected—no resentment or anger or hatred. He just saw…her, beautiful and raw and open.
“Thank you for today,” she whispered.
Her gratitude made him uncomfortable. He had only tried to make up for what he had done so wrong before.
“It was nothing,” he said and turned back to the fire, but Persephone reached for him. He held her gaze, and as much as he wanted to give her distance in this moment, he realized she was asking for the opposite.
“It was everything,” she said, her eyes heated, her lips parted.
He angled toward her and took her mouth against his, and they knelt before the fireplace. The heat from the flames made their skin hot and slick. Hades took his time with her once more, much as he had done in the mountains, and when he found himself sliding into her, she spoke.
“You were right,” she said, her body shifting beneath his, legs widening, back arching.
“I did not want to be right,” he said as he began to move.
“I should have listened.”
“Shh,” he soothed, bending to kiss her mouth. “No more talk of what you should have done. What is, is. There is nothing else to be done but move forward.”
He recognized he needed to take Hecate’s advice just as much as she did, but the words worked to calm her, and soon they were moving together, hard and fast and measured, and when Persephone started to moan his name, his lust for her knew no bounds. He gripped her hips and slammed into her, liking the bite of her nails as they scored his skin, and he came so hard inside her, he collapsed when he was done.
They rested like that for a long while, shifting only to be closer to the fire, as they’d moved a considerable distance during sex.
“I’m going to quit New Athens News,” Persephone said.
“Oh?”
It was the first time he had heard of this plan, but he could not say he disapproved. He hated Kal Stavros, and while he did not think the mortal would bother her anymore, he’d rather she not work for him.
“I want to start an online community and blog. I’m going to call it The Advocate—it will be a place for the voiceless.”
He smiled a little, knowing that this was what she was passionate about—offering a space for those who felt like they were not heard, much as she had felt throughout her life.
“It sounds like you have thought about this a lot,” Hades said.
“I have.”
He placed a hand beneath her chin and drew her gaze to his. “What do you need from me?”
“Your support.”
He nodded, brushing his thumb across her cheek. “You have it.”
“And I’d like to hire Leuce as an assistant.”
He raised his brows, though he wasn’t surprised. “I’m sure she’d be pleased.”
“And…I need your permission.”
He almost laughed at her list of requests, but he was intrigued, unable to imagine what she might ask his permission for, though he would grant anything if she asked.
“Oh?”
“I want the first story to be our story. I want to tell the world how I fell in love with you. I want to be the first to announce our engagement.”
His chest felt tight at her words, and while he’d never consider offering their life to anyone willingly, he would do it for Persephone.
“Hmm,” he said, pretending to consider her demand. “I will agree under one condition.”
“And that is?”
“I too wish to tell the world how I fell in love with you.”
She smiled and offered a breathy laugh as he took her mouth against his, and when she shifted to straddle his body, he gladly let her take him.
* * *
Hades had attended few mortal funerals, and when he did, it was often when he was cloaked in glamour, but this one—Lexa’s—was different. He attended with Persephone because she asked, and even if she hadn’t, he would have been there for her. It was a morose affair, with many dressed in black.
“She would have hated this,” Persephone said. “She would have wanted a celebration.”
Hades smoothed her hair and pressed a kiss to her temple. “Funerals are for the living.”
It wasn’t long after that her anxiety began to rise. Hades did not need to look to know what had upset her—mortals. Those in attendance knew who he was, knew who she was, and did not understand why he had allowed Lexa to die. He could feel their gazes, angry and discontent, though all he cared about was how Persephone felt.
“You could never make them understand,” he said in an attempt to quell her nerves.
She stared back at him, not only sad for Lexa but for him. “I do not want them to think poorly of you.”
“I hate that it bothers you. Does it help if I tell you the only opinion I value is yours?”
“No,” she said, but despite her pain, she managed a smile.
Chapter XXIX
Pirithous
MY JOURNEY TOWARD LOVING THE GOD OF THE DEAD
It was the first article on Persephone’s new website, The Advocate, and while Hades had been prepared for it, she hadn’t let him read it until it was live.
“You’ll have to wait like everyone else!” she had said.
When he’d asked why, she’d blushed.
“Because I don’t want to be here when you do.”
Now that he had read her words, he understood. She had wanted him to read it alone so he could feel the full weight of her confession—and did he ever.
He’d read it over and over again.
Fuck. He loved her, and it took everything in his power to remain focused on his work when all he wanted to do was go to her, but today was a big day for her. She had launched her website, this…love letter to him…and she was quitting her job at New Athens News. She was taking back her power, and he was proud.
In the meantime, he had an errand to run—one that felt even more right on the heels of this article—and he was eager to see it complete, which was how he found himself returning to the island of Lemnos, but this time to visit Hephaestus. He wandered through the god’s lab, a cluttered and cavernous workshop built into a volcanic mountain, filled with his inventions. The God of Fire had created weapons, armor, and even human life for the Olympians and their heroes. His skills, while invaluable, were often overlooked by the other gods, who were content to forget he existed until they needed something, though Hades did not think Hephaestus minded, as it allowed him to pursue his own interests.
As he wandered through the empty lab, he heard a loud clanking coming from below. Hades followed the sound into the darkened corridors of Hephaestus’s lab, down a set of stone steps, to a forge that was bright with fire. Hephaestus stood before it, sweat dripping down his bare chest, his muscles bulging from the work he had already put into shaping the metal he had pressed against his anvil.
A few more hard strikes and Hephaestus dropped his hammer, turning his attention to Hades. Perspiration and black coal stained his face, making his gray eyes somehow look brighter. He wiped a hand across his brow, then used a cloth sticking out of his leather apron to clean his hands.
“Lord Hades,” he greeted. “Come to retrieve your ring?”
Not long ago, Hades had commissioned Hephaestus to craft a ring for Persephone, but shortly before he had gone to retrieve it, Persephone had discovered his bargain with Aphrodite, which had caused her to question everything—even his love for her. He knew how it had looked then, knew how it looked even now, but that had not made letting her go any easier, and it had made seeing the ring he had designed for her even worse.
Hades had expected to never see the ring again, but Hephaestus had known better and promised to hold on to it until he needed it again.
“I didn’t know you were psychic,” Hades said.
“It is not so easy to fall out of love,” Hephaestus said, and there was an uneasy silence that followed those words. Likely Hephaestus feared he had invited Hades to comment on his relationship with Aphrodite, but Hades said nothing, though he knew Hephaestus spoke from experience.
The God of Fire crossed to a workbench and plucked a black box from one of his crowded shelves and handed it to Hades. He was overcome with a comforting energy as the soft velvet touched his palm, and when he opened the lid to gaze upon the ring—a ring of flowers and gems that gleamed in the firelight—he felt nervous.
“Thank you,” he said quietly, closing the box.
Hephaestus nodded.
“What are you working on?” Hades asked. He was always curious about the god’s projects.
“Nothing of worth,” the god replied, but Hades caught sight of it—the metal he was shaping—and he had questions.
“Is that…adamant?” Hades looked longer. “Is that a trident?”
Then his gaze leveled with Hephaestus’s.
“Are you trying to re-create Poseidon’s trident?”
The God of Fire was frozen in place, but not out of fear. This was different. He was stiff all over, his muscles rippling, as if he were about to have to defend himself.
“It’s not what you think,” he said, his tone darkening.
“I hope it’s exactly what I think,” Hades replied. “Hephaestus, tell me you’ve chosen a side.”
* * *
Hades returned to Nevernight with the ring safe in his pocket. He kept his hand around the small box, comforted by the weight of it, though that comfort was disrupted by a feeling that something was wrong. There was a discontent that tangled his veins, and it was like the world was too quiet and too still.
Persephone.
Antoni and Zofie burst through the doors of Nevernight. Behind them, a girl followed, the blond from Persephone’s work—Helen—who sat at the front desk. Hades could feel their hysteria, knew they were about to deliver fatal news.
“She’s gone!” Zofie exclaimed. “Persephone! She’s missing!”
Black spots clouded his vision and he growled. “Where was she last?”
“We were about to leave the Acropolis when she went downstairs,” Helen explained, her breathing uneven. “She said she had to say goodbye to someone. When she didn’t come back, I went to look and found…well…this.”
She handed a notebook to Hades, and he snatched it from her hands.
“What is it?” he demanded.
“It’s not good,” Antoni said. “Someone was stalking her.”
Hades opened the book and read one of the entries—they were all dated and handwritten.
Date: 6/27
Persephone had lunch with me today. She told me that her god was angry with her. If she were with me, I’d never be angry with her. I’d make her feel real good.
Date: 7/1
Today Persephone wore pink. Her dress was so tight, I could see each time her nipples hardened. She had to be thinking of me.
Hades felt bile rise in the back of his throat as he read entry after entry. They were all like this: short, dated paragraphs that detailed what Persephone was wearing, conversations the man had had with her, and gifts he’d left her. Whoever this was had planned this abduction. He’d wanted to hurt her, torture her, rape her.
Hades’s body shook with a fury he could not contain as his glamour melted away.
What if he was too late?
“Who is this man?” he demanded through his teeth.
“They call him Pirithous,” said Helen.
Pirithous.
“He was a janitor,” she added. “No one ever took notice of him…except…Persephone.”
And it was likely her kindness he had abused.
Hades’s magic welled, and in the next second, a familiar screech broke the air as the Furies—Alecto, Megaera, and Tisiphone—erupted from the floor around him. They hovered in a circle, their pale bodies adorned with black snakes that hissed as they slithered around their arms and their stomachs and their legs.
“Lord Hades,” they said, their voices a horrible, strange echo.
“Find Persephone,” he said. “Do what you must to keep her safe.”
The Furies screamed as they accepted their orders, and their black wings beat, whipping the air as they rocketed toward the ceiling, breeching the pinnacle of Nevernight, sending chunks of obsidian flying across New Athens.
“What can we do?” Helen asked.
“There is nothing you can do,” he snarled, and she stumbled back at his rage. He did not care that he had startled her, because he had silenced her, and that was what he needed right now—the quiet, so he could follow the Furies’ magic. While he held on to them, a finger twined around thread, his mind felt like a battlefield, erupting with nothing but thoughts of the consequences of finding her too late, and that only fueled his agony.
He knew when the Furies had located her because the tension between his magic and theirs lessened, and while he felt the smallest sense of relief, he would not be okay until he laid eyes on her, until he was certain she was unharmed.
He teleported, manifesting in the shadows of his own magic to find Persephone bound to a wooden chair. Her face was stained with tears—eyes red, lashes wet—and all around the room was what looked like wood debris. Then his eyes fell to the man who had abducted her.
Pirithous.
He was unassuming—thin and willowy with dark hair and high cheekbones. There was something to his features that made Hades think he had Divine blood. He was crumpled against the wall, a massive stake protruding from his chest.
He was dead, but not for long.