Tatiana wore a gleaming silk gown that was a rich shade of purple–the traditional color for royal burial. The dress’s long sleeves were decorated with an elaborate design of small pearls. I’d often seen Tatiana in red–a color associated with the Ivashkov family–and I was glad for the purple burial tradition. A red dress would have been too strong a reminder of the bloody pictures of her that I’d seen at my hearing, pictures I kept trying to block out. Strings of gemstones and more pearls hung around her neck, and a gold crown set with diamonds and amethysts rested upon her graying hair. Someone had done a good job with Tatiana’s makeup, but even they couldn’t hide the whiteness of her skin. Moroi were naturally pale. In death, they were like chalk–like Strigoi. The image struck Lissa so vividly that she swayed on her feet a little and had to look away. The roses’ scent filled the air, but there was a hint of decay mixed in with that sweetness.
The funeral coordinator spotted Lissa and ordered her into position–after first bemoaning Lissa’s fashion choice. The sharp words snapped Lissa back to reality, and she fell in line with five other royals on the right side of the coffin. She tried not to look too closely at the queen’s body and directed her gaze elsewhere. The pallbearers soon showed up and lifted their burden, using the rose-draped poles to rest the coffin on their shoulders and slowly carry it out to the waiting crowd. The pallbearers were all dhampirs. They wore formal suits, which confused me at first, but then I realized they were all Court guardians–except one. Ambrose. He looked as gorgeous as always and stared straight ahead as he did his job, face blank and expressionless.
I wondered if Ambrose mourned Tatiana. I was so fixated on my own problems that I kept forgetting a life had been lost here, a life that many had loved. Ambrose had defended Tatiana when I’d been angry about the age law. Watching him through Lissa’s eyes, I wished I was there to speak to him in person. He had to know something more about the letter he’d slipped me in the courtroom. Surely he wasn’t just the delivery boy.
The procession moved forward, ending my musings about Ambrose. Before and ahead of the coffin were other ceremonial people. Royals in elaborate clothing, making a glittering display. Uniformed guardians carrying banners. Musicians with flutes walked at the very back, playing a mournful tune. For her part, Lissa was very good at public appearances and managed the slow, stately pace with elegance and grace, her gaze level and confident. I couldn’t see outside her body, of course, but it was easy to imagine what the spectators saw. She was beautiful and regal, worthy to inherit the Dragomir legacy, and hopefully more and more would realize that. It would save us a lot of trouble if someone would change the voting law through standard procedures, so we didn’t have to rely on a quest for a lost sibling.
Walking the funeral route took a long time. Even when the sun started sinking down toward the horizon, the day’s heat still hung in the air. Lissa began to sweat but knew her discomfort was nothing compared to the pallbearers’. If the watching crowd felt the heat, they didn’t show it. They craned their necks to get their one glimpse of the spectacle passing before them. Lissa didn’t process the onlookers so much, but in their faces, I saw that the coffin wasn’t their only focus. They were also watching Lissa. Word of what she’d done for Dimitri had blazed around the Moroi world, and while many were skeptical of her ability to heal, there were just as many who believed. I saw expressions of wonder and awe in the crowd, and for a second, I wondered who they’d really come to see: Lissa or Tatiana?
Finally, the cathedral came into view, which was good news for Lissa. The sun didn’t kill Moroi like it did Strigoi, but the heat and sunlight were still uncomfortable for any vampire. The procession was nearly finished, and she, being one of those allowed into the church service, would soon get to enjoy air conditioning.
As I studied the surroundings, I couldn’t help but think what a circle of irony my life was. Off to the sides of the church’s extensive grounds were two giant statues showing ancient Moroi monarchs of legend, a king and queen who had helped the Moroi prosper. Even though they were a fair distance from the church, the statues loomed ominously, like they were scrutinizing everything. Near the queen’s statue was a garden that I knew well. I’d been forced to landscape it as punishment for running off to Las Vegas. My true purpose on that trip–which no one knew–had been to free Victor Dashkov from prison. Victor had been a longtime enemy of ours, but he and his brother Robert, a spirit user, had held the knowledge we needed to save Dimitri. If any guardians had found out that I’d freed Victor–then later lost him–my punishment would have been a lot worse than filing and landscaping. At least I’d done a good job with the garden, I thought bitterly. If I was executed, I’d leave a lasting mark at Court.
Lissa’s eyes lingered on one of the statues for a long time before she turned back to the church. She was sweating heavily now, and I realized some of it wasn’t just the heat. She was anxious too. But why? Why was she so nervous? This was just ceremony. All she had to do was go through the motions here. Yet … there it was again. Something else was bothering her. She was still keeping a cluster of thoughts from me, but a few leaked out as she worried.
Too close, too close. We’re moving too fast.
Fast? Not by my estimation. I could have never handled this slow, stately pace. I felt especially bad for the pallbearers. If I were one, I would’ve said to hell with propriety and started jogging toward my final destination. Of course, that might jostle the body. If the funeral coordinator had been upset over Lissa’s dress, there was no telling how she’d react if Tatiana fell out of the coffin.
Our view of the cathedral was getting clearer, its domes shining amber and orange in the setting sun. Lissa was still several yards away, but the priest standing out front was clearly visible. His robes were almost blinding. They were made of heavy, glittering gold brocade, long and full. A rounded hat with a cross, also gold, sat on his head. I thought it was in poor taste for him to outshine the queen’s clothing, but maybe that was just what priests did on formal occasions. Maybe it got God’s attention. He lifted his arms in welcome, showing off more of that rich fabric. The rest of the crowd and I couldn’t help but stare at the dazzling display.
So, you can imagine our surprise when the statues blew up.
AND WHEN I SAY THEY blew up, I mean they blew up.
Flames and smoke unfurled like petals from a newly opened flower as those poor monarchs exploded into pieces of rock. For a moment, I was stunned. It was like watching an action movie, the explosion cracking the air and shaking the ground. Then, guardian training kicked in. Critical observation and calculation took over. I immediately noticed that the bulk of the statue’s material blew toward the outer sides of the garden. Small stone pieces and dust rained down on the funeral procession, but no large chunks of rock hit Lissa or anyone standing nearby. Assuming the statues had not spontaneously combusted, whoever had blown them up had done so in a precise way. The logistics aside, huge billowing pillars of flame are still pretty scary. Chaos broke loose as everyone tried to get away. Only, they all took different routes, so collisions and entanglements occurred. Even the pallbearers set down their precious burden and took off. Ambrose was the last to do so, his mouth agape and eyes wide as he stared at Tatiana, but another look at the statues sent him off into the mob. A few guardians tried to keep order, herding people back down the funeral path, but it didn’t do a lot of good. Everyone was out for themselves, too terrified and panicked to think reasonably.
Well, everyone except for Lissa.
To my surprise, she wasn’t surprised.
She had been expecting the explosion.
She didn’t run right away, despite people pushing past and shoving her aside. She stood rooted where she’d been when the statues blew up, studying them and the wreckage they’d caused. In particular, she seemed concerned about anyone in the crowd who might have been hurt by the blasts. But, no. As I’d already observed, there seemed to be no injuries. And if there were, it was going to be because of the stampede.
Satisfied, Lissa turned and began walking away with the others. (Well, she was walking; they were running). She’d only gone a little distance when she saw a huge group of guardians hurrying toward the church, faces grim. Some of them stopped to aid those escaping the destruction, but most of the guardians were on their way to the blast site to see what had happened.
Lissa paused again, causing the guy behind her to slam into her back, but she barely felt the impact. She intently watched the guardians, taking note of how many there were, and then moved on once more. Her hidden thoughts were starting to unravel. Finally, I began to see pieces of the plan she’d kept hidden from me. She was pleased. Nervous, too. But overall, she felt–
A commotion back at the jail snapped me into my own mind. The usual quiet of the holding area had shattered and was now filled with grunts and exclamations. I leapt up from where I’d been sitting and pressed against the bars, straining to see what was happening. Was this building about to explode too? My cell only faced a wall in the hallway, with no view of the rest of the corridor or its entrance. I did, however, see the guardians who usually stood at the hall’s far end come tearing past me, toward whatever altercation was occurring.
I didn’t know what this meant for me and braced for anything, friend or foe. For all I knew, there could be some political fringe group launching attacks on the Court to make a statement against the Moroi government. Peering around the cell, I swore silently, wishing I had anything to defend myself. The closest I had was Abe’s book, which was no good at all. If he was the badass he pretended to be, he really would have slipped a file into it. Or gotten me something bigger, like War and Peace.
The scuffling died down and footsteps thundered toward me. Clenching my fists, I took a few steps back, ready to defend myself against anyone.
“Anyone’ turned out to be Eddie Castile. And Mikhail Tanner.
Friendly faces were not what I had expected. Eddie was a longtime friend from St. Vladimir’s, another new guardian like me and someone who’d stuck by me through a lot of misadventures, including the Victor Dashkov prison break. Mikhail was older than us, mid-twenties, and had helped us restore Dimitri in the hopes that Sonya Karp–a woman Mikhail had loved who had turned Strigoi–might be saved as well. I glanced back and forth between the two guys’ faces.
“What’s going on?’ I demanded.
“Nice to see you too,’ said Eddie. He was sweating and keyed up with battle fervor, a few purple marks on his face showing he’d met someone’s fist tonight. In his hand was a weapon I’d seen in the guardians’ arsenal: a baton-type thing used to incapacitate people without killing them. But Mikhail held something much more valuable: the keycard and mechanical key to open my cell.
My friends were staging a prison break. Unbelievable. Crazy was usually my specialty.
“Did you guys …’ I frowned. The thought of escape filled me with joy, but the logistics were sobering. Clearly, they’d been responsible for the fight with my guards that I’d just heard. Getting down here in the first place wasn’t that easy either. “Did you two just take on every guardian in this building?’
Mikhail finished unlocking the door, and I didn’t waste any time in hurrying out. After feeling so oppressed and smothered for days, it was like stepping onto a mountain ledge, wind and space all around me.
“Rose, there are no guardians in this building. Well, maybe one. And these guys.’ Eddie gestured in the direction of the earlier fight, where I assumed my guards lay unconscious. Surely my friends hadn’t killed anyone.
“The rest of the guardians are all checking out the explosion,’ I realized. Pieces began coming together–including Lissa’s lack of surprise over the commotion. “Oh no. You had Christian blow up ancient Moroi artifacts.’
“Of course not,’ said Eddie. He seemed shocked that I would have suggested such an atrocity. “Other fire users would be able to tell if he did.’
“Well, that’s something,’ I said. I should have had more faith in their sanity.
Or maybe not.
“We used C4,’ explained Mikhail.
“Where on earth did you–‘
My tongue locked up when I saw who was standing at the end of the hallway. Dimitri.
Not knowing how he was during my imprisonment had been frustrating. Christian and Tasha’s report had been only a tease. Well, here was the answer. Dimitri stood near the hall’s entrance in all his six-foot-seven glory, as imperious and intimidating as any god. His sharp brown eyes assessed everything in an instant, and his strong, lean body was tensed and ready for any threat. The look on his face was so focused, so filled with passion, that I couldn’t believe anyone ever could have thought he was a Strigoi. Dimitri burned with life and energy. In fact, looking at him now, I was again reminded of how he’d stood up for me at my arrest. He wore that same expression. Really, it was the same one I’d seen countless times. It was the one people feared and admired. It was the one I had loved.
“You’re here too?’ I tried reminding myself that my muddled romantic history wasn’t the most important thing in the world for a change. “Aren’t you under house arrest?’ “He escaped,’ said Eddie slyly. I caught the real meaning: he and Mikhail had helped Dimitri escape. “It’s what people would expect some violent probably-still-a- Strigoi guy to do, right?’
“You’d also expect him to come bust you out,’ added Mikhail, playing along with the game. “Especially considering how he fought for you last week. Really, everyone is going to think he busted you out alone. Not with us.’
Dimitri said nothing. His eyes, while still carefully watching our surroundings, were also assessing me. He was making sure I was okay and uninjured. He looked relieved that I was.
“Come on,’ Dimitri finally said. “We don’t have much time.’ That was an understatement, but there was one thing bugging me about my friends’ “brilliant’ plan.
“There’s no way they’ll think he did it alone!’ I exclaimed, realizing what Mikhail was getting at. They were setting Dimitri up as the culprit in this escape. I gestured to the unconscious guardians at our feet. “They saw your faces.’
“Not really,’ a new voice said. “Not after a little spirit-induced amnesia. By the time they wake up, the only person they’ll remember seeing will be that unstable Russian guy. No offense.’
“None taken,’ said Dimitri, as Adrian stepped through the doorway.
I stared, trying not to gape. There they were together, the two men in my life. Adrian hardly looked like he could jump into a fistfight, but he was as alert and serious as the other fighters here. His lovely eyes were clear and full of the cunning I knew they could possess when he really tried. That’s when it hit me: he showed no sign of intoxication whatsoever. Had what I’d seen the other day been a ruse? Or had he forced himself to take control? Either way, I felt a slow grin creeping over my face.
“Lissa lied to your mom earlier,’ I said. “You’re supposed to be passed out drunk somewhere.’
He rewarded me with one of his cynical smiles. “Well, yes, that would probably be the smarter–and more enjoyable–thing to be doing right now. And hopefully, that’s what everyone thinks I’m doing.’
“We need to go,’ said Dimitri, growing agitated.
We turned toward him. Our jokes vanished. That attitude I’d noticed about Dimitri, the one that said he could do anything and would always lead you to victory, made people want to follow him unconditionally. The expressions on Mikhail and Eddie’s faces–as they grew serious–showed that was exactly how they felt. It seemed natural to me too. Even Adrian looked like he believed in Dimitri, and in that moment, I admired Adrian for putting aside any jealousy–and also for risking himself like this. Especially since Adrian had made it clear on more than one occasion he didn’t want to be involved with any dangerous adventures or use his spirit in a covert way. In Las Vegas, for example, he’d simply accompanied us in an observer’s role. Of course, he’d also been drunk most of the time, but that probably made no difference.
I took a few steps forward, but Adrian suddenly held out a hand to stop me. “Wait– before you go with us, you need to know something.’ Dimitri started to protest, eyes glinting with impatience. “She does,’ argued Adrian, meeting Dimitri’s gaze squarely. “Rose, if you escape … you’re more or less confirming your guilt. You’ll be a fugitive. If the guardians find you, they aren’t going to need a trial or sentence to kill you on sight.’ Four sets of eyes rested on me as the full meaning sank in. If I ran now and was caught, I was dead for sure. If I stayed, I had the slim chance that in my short time before trial, we might find evidence to save me. It wasn’t impossible. But if nothing turned up, I was also most certainly dead. Either option was a gamble. Either one had the strong possibility of me not surviving.
Adrian looked as conflicted as I felt. We both knew I didn’t have any good choices. He was simply worried and wanted me to know what I was risking. Dimitri, however … for him, there was no debate. I could see it all over his face. He was an advocate of rules and doing the proper thing. But in this case? With such bad odds? It was better to risk living as a fugitive, and if death came, better to face it fighting.
My death will not be penciled in on someone’s calendar.
“Let’s go,’ I said.
We hurried out of the building, anxious to get moving with the plan. I couldn’t help but comment to Adrian, “You’ve got to be using a lot of spirit to pull off all those illusions on the guards.’
“I am,’ he agreed. “And I don’t really have the power to do it for very long. Lissa could probably make a dozen guardians think they’d seen ghosts. Me? I can barely make a few forget Eddie and Mikhail. That’s why there had to be someone they remembered to attract the attention, and Dimitri’s the ideal scapegoat.’
“Well, thank you.’ I gave his hand a gentle squeeze. As warmth flowed between us, I didn’t bother telling him I was a long way from being free yet. It would diminish his heroics. We had a lot of obstacles ahead, but I still appreciated him stepping up like this and respecting my decision to go along with the escape plan.
Adrian shot me a sidelong glance. “Yeah, well, I’m supposed to be crazy, right?’ A flash of affection shone in his eyes. “And there isn’t much I wouldn’t do for you. The stupider, the better.’
We emerged to the main floor, and I saw that Eddie had been right about guardian security. The halls and rooms were virtually deserted. Without a second glance, we hurried outdoors, and the fresh air seemed to renew my energy.
“Now what?’ I asked my rescuers.
“Now we take you to the getaway car,’ said Eddie.
The garages weren’t far, but they weren’t close either. “That’s a lot of open ground to cover,’ I said. I didn’t bring up the obvious problem: me being killed if spotted.
“I’m using spirit to keep us all vague and nondescript,’ said Adrian. More testing of his magic. He couldn’t handle much more. “People won’t recognize us unless they stop and stare directly at us.’
“Which they probably won’t,’ said Mikhail. “If anyone even notices us at all. Everyone’s too worried about themselves to pay much attention to others in all this chaos.’
Looking around outside, I could see he was right. The jail building was far from the church, but by now, people who’d been near the blast had made their way to this part of Court. Some were running into their residences. Some were seeking guardians, hoping for protection. And some … some were going the same direction we were, toward the garages.
“People are freaked out enough to actually try to leave Court,’ I realized. Our group was moving as fast as we could with Adrian, who wasn’t in the shame shape as dhampirs. “The garages will be crowded.’ Both official Court vehicles and visiting guests parked in the same area.
“That could help us,’ said Mikhail. “More chaos.’
With so many distractions in my own reality, I couldn’t plunge completely into Lissa’s. A light brush of the bond found her safe, over in the palace.
“What’s Lissa doing during all of this?’ I asked.
Believe me, I was glad she wasn’t involved with this busting-me-out-of-jail madness. But, as Adrian had noted, her ability with spirit could have gone much farther than his here. And now, looking back on it all, it was obvious she had known about this plan. That had been her secret.
“Lissa needs to stay innocent. She can’t be linked to any part of the escape or explosion,’ replied Dimitri, eyes fixed ahead on his goal. His tone was firm. He still regarded her as his savior. “She has to keep herself visible with the other royals. So does Christian.’ He almost smiled. Almost. “Those two would certainly be my first suspects if something exploded.’
“But the guardians won’t suspect them once they realize the blast wasn’t caused by magic,’ I mused. Mikhail’s earlier words returned to me. “And hey, where did you guys get a hold of C4? Military grade explosives are kind of extreme, even for you.’
No one answered me because three guardians suddenly leapt out into our path. Apparently, they weren’t all out at the church. Dimitri and I surged ahead of our group, moving as one, just as we always had in battle together. Adrian had said the illusion he’d stretched over our group wouldn’t hold if anyone was facing us directly. I wanted to make sure Dimitri and I were the first line of contact with these guardians, in the hopes they wouldn’t recognize the others behind us. I threw myself into the fight without hesitation, defensive instincts kicking in. But in those milliseconds, the reality of what I was doing truly sank in.
I’d fought guardians before and always felt guilty about it. I’d taken on the ones at Tarasov Prison, as well as the queen’s guard during my arrest. I hadn’t really known any of them, though. Just realizing they were my colleagues had been bad enough … but now? Now I was facing one of the most difficult challenges in my life, as small as it seemed. After all, three guardians were an easy match for me and Dimitri. The problem was–I knew these guardians. Two of them I’d run into quite a bit after graduation. They worked at Court and had always been kind to me.