“Sure. Happens all the time. And seriously, just in this short of time, I already know I like you. You’re amazing. You’re beautiful and obviously a good fighter. And the way you carry yourself …’ He shook his head, awe on his face. “I’ve never seen anything like it.’
I wished he wasn’t so cute and nice. Having creepy guys profess their adoration was a lot easier to deal with than one you liked. I remembered Sydney saying I was a hot commodity here. Scorching was more like it, apparently.
“Joshua, I really like you, but,’ I added hastily, seeing hope fill his features, “I’m too young to get married.’
He frowned. “Didn’t you say you were eighteen?’
Okay. Age was probably not a good argument around here. I’d seen how young people had kids back in Dimitri’s home-town. In a place like this, they probably had child marriages. I tried another angle.
“I don’t even know if I want to get married.’ This didn’t faze him. He nodded in understanding. “That’s smart. We could live together first, see how we get along.’ His serious expression turned back into a smile. “But I’m pretty easygoing. I’d let you win every argument.’
I couldn’t help it. I laughed. “Well, then, I’m going to have to win this one and tell you I’m just not ready for … any of it. Besides, I’m already involved with someone.’
“Dimitri?’
“No. Another guy. He’s back at the Tainted Court.’ I couldn’t even believe I was saying that.
Joshua frowned. “Why isn’t he here protecting you then?’
“Because … that’s not how he is. And I can take care of myself.’ I’d never liked the assumption that I needed rescuing. “And look, even if he wasn’t in the picture, I’m leaving soon anyway. It would never work out between you and me.’
“I understand.’ Joshua looked disappointed but seemed to be taking the rejection okay. “Maybe when you’ve got everything sorted out, you’ll come back.’
I started to tell him not to wait for me and that he should just marry someone else (despite how ridiculous it was at his age), but then I realized that was a pointless comment. In Joshua’s fantasies, he could probably marry someone else now and then add me on to his harem later, like Sarah and Paulette. So, I just simply said, “Maybe.’ Groping for a change in subject, I searched for anything to distract us. My eyes fell on the chair and a leafy pattern carved into it. “That’s really neat.’
“Thanks,’ he said, walking over. To my relief, he didn’t pursue the earlier topic. He ran his hand lovingly over the ornately carved wood. The design looked like braided leaves. “I did it myself.’
“Really?’ I asked in true surprise. “That … that’s amazing.’
“If you like it …’ His hand moved, and I feared there was a kiss or embrace coming. Instead, he reached into his shirt pocket and produced a finely carved wooden bracelet. It was a simple, sinuous design, the true marvel being how narrow and delicate it was to all be one piece. The wood had been polished to brilliance. “Here.’ He handed me the bracelet.
“This is for me?’ I ran my finger along the smooth edge.
“If you want it. I made it while you were out today. So you’ll remember me after you leave.’
I hesitated, wondering if accepting this would be encouraging him. No, I decided. I’d made my views on teenage marriage clear, and anyway, he looked so nervous, I couldn’t stand the thought of hurting his feelings. I slipped it onto my wrist.
“Of course I’ll remember. Thank you.’
From the happy look on his face, taking the bracelet made up for my earlier refusal. He showed me a few more details around the cave and then followed my suggestion to join the others at the fire. We could hear the music echoing through the trees long before we made it back, and while it was hardly my style, there was something warm and friendly about this community’s way of life. I’d never been to summer camp, but I imagined this was what it’d be like.
Sydney and Dimitri sat near the group’s edge. They were quiet and watchful, but everyone else sang, clapped, and talked. Again, I was stunned at how easily dhampirs, humans, and Moroi could all be involved with one another. Mixed couples were everywhere, and one–a human and Moroi–were openly making out. Every so often, when he kissed her neck, he’d also bite and take some blood. I had to glance away.
I turned back toward my friends. Sydney noticed me and looked relieved. Dimitri’s expression was unreadable. Like always, the others’ eyes followed my movement, and to my surprise, I saw open jealousy on some of the guys’ faces. I hoped they didn’t think Joshua and I had been off getting naked in the cave. That was hardly the reputation I wanted to leave behind.
“I have to talk to Sydney,’ I told him over the noise. I decided it’d be best to keep my distance before any rumors started, and truthfully, Sydney looked like she wanted me by her side. Joshua nodded, and I turned away. I’d taken two steps when a fist suddenly came right toward my face.
I’d had no defenses up and just barely had the presence of mind to turn my head and catch the blow on my cheek, rather than end up with a broken nose. After the initial surprise, all my training kicked in. I quickly sidestepped out of the line of attack and put my body into a fighter’s stance. The music and singing stopped, and I turned to face my attacker.
Angeline.
She stood in a way similar to my own, fists clenched and eyes completely honed in on me. “Okay,’ she said. “It’s time to find out how tough you really are.’
What it was time for was someone–say, like, a parent–to come and drag her off and punish her for punching guests. Amazingly, no one moved or tried to stop her. No–that wasn’t quite true. One person stood up. Dimitri had sprung to action the instant he saw me in danger. I expected him to come pull Angeline away, but a group of Keepers hastily moved to his side, saying something to him that I couldn’t hear. They didn’t try to physically restrain him, but whatever they said, it kept him where he stood. I would have demanded to know what they’d told him, but Angeline was coming at me again. It looked like I was on my own.
Angeline was short, even for a dhampir, but her whole body was packed with strength. She was pretty fast too, though not fast enough to get that second hit in on me. I neatly dodged it and kept my distance, not wanting to go on the offensive with this girl. She could probably do a fair amount of damage in a fight, but there was a sloppy– no, more like rough–edge to it. She was a scrapper, someone who’d done a lot of brawling but without any formal training.
“Are you insane?’ I exclaimed, moving out of the way of another assault. “Stop this. I don’t want to hurt you.’
“Sure,’ she said. “That’s what you want everyone to think, right? If you don’t actually have to fight, then they’ll all go on believing those marks are real.’
“They are real!’ The insinuation that I’d faked my tattoos sparked my temper, but I refused to get drawn into this ridiculous scuffle.
“Prove it,’ she said, coming at me again. “Prove you’re who you say you are.’
It was like a dance, keeping away from her. I could have done it all night, and a few dismayed cries from the crowd demanded we “get on with it.’
“I don’t have to prove anything,’ I told her.
“It’s a lie then.’ Her breathing was heavy now. She was working a lot harder than me. “Everything you Tainted do is a lie.’ “Not true,’ I said. Why was Dimitri letting this go on? Out of the corner of my eye, I caught sight of him, and so help me, he was smiling.
Meanwhile, Angeline was still continuing her tirade as she tried to hit me. “You all lie. You’re all weak. Especially your “royals.’ They’re the worst of all.’
“You don’t know them at all. You don’t know anything about them.’
She might be able to carry on a conversation, but I could see her growing increasingly frustrated. If not for the fact I was pretty sure she’d hit me in the back, I would have taken the noble approach and simply walked away. “I know enough,’ she said. “I know they’re selfish and spoiled and don’t do anything for themselves. They don’t care about anyone else. They’re all the same.’
I actually agreed with Angeline about some royals but didn’t like the generalization. “Don’t talk about things you don’t understand,’ I snapped. “They’re not all like that.’
“They are,’ she said, pleased to see me angry. “I wish they were all dead.’
It was hardly enough to push me into offense mode, but the comment did cloud my thoughts enough that I let her get through my guard, just a little. I never would have let that happen with a Strigoi, but I’d underestimated this wild girl. Her leg snaked out just enough to hit my knee, and it was like tossing a spark into gasoline. Everything exploded.
With that hit, I stumbled slightly, and she pushed her advantage. My battle instincts took over, and I had no choice but to strike back before she could hit me. People began cheering now that the fight was “really going.’ I was on offense, trying to subdue her, meaning the physical contact had jumped up exponentially. I was still better than her, no doubt, but in trying to get to her, I put myself in her range. She landed a few blows on me, nothing serious, before I was able to tackle her to the ground. I expected that to be the end, but she pushed back against me before I could fully restrain her. We rolled over, and she tried to take the dominant position. I couldn’t allow that and managed a punch on the side of her face that was a lot harder than the earlier one.
I thought that would be the end of the fight. My hit had knocked her off me, and I started to stand, but then that little bitch grabbed my hair and jerked me back down. I twisted out of her hold–though I’m pretty sure she took some hair away with her–and this time managed to fully pin her, throwing all my weight and strength into it as I pressed down. I knew it had to be painful but didn’t really care. She’d started it. Besides, this skirmish had gone beyond defense. Pulling someone’s hair was just playing dirty.
Angeline made a few more attempts to break away, but when it became clear she couldn’t, those around us began whistling and cheering. A few moments later, that dark and furious look vanished from Angeline’s face, replaced by resignation. I eyed her warily, not about to let down my guard.
“Fine,’ she said. “I guess it’s okay. Go ahead.’
“Huh? What’s okay?’ I demanded.
“It’s okay if you marry my brother.’
“IT’S NOT FUNNY!’
“Youre right,’ agreed Sydney. “It’s not funny. It’s hilarious.’
We were back at Raymond’s house, in the privacy of our room. It had taken forever for us to get away from the fireside festivities, particularly after learning a terrible fact about a Keeper custom. Well, I thought it was terrible, at least. It turned out that if someone wanted to marry someone else around here, the prospective bride and groom each had to battle it out with the other’s nearest relative of the same sex. Angeline had spotted Joshua’s interest from the moment I’d arrived, and when she’d seen the bracelet, she’d assumed some sort of arrangement had been made. It therefore fell on her, as his sister, to make sure I was worthy. She still didn’t like or entirely trust me, but proving myself a capable fighter had shot me up in her esteem, allowing her to consent to our “engagement.’ It had then taken a lot of fast-talking to convince everyone– including Joshua–that there was no engagement. Had there been, I’d learned, Dimitri would have had to stand in as my “relative’ and fight Joshua.
“Stop that,’ I chastised. Dimitri leaned against one of the room’s walls, arms crossed, watching as I rubbed where Angeline had hit my cheekbone. It was hardly the worst injury I’d ever had, but I’d definitely have a bruise tomorrow. There was a small smile on his face.
“I told you not to encourage him,’ came Dimitri’s calm response.
“Whatever. You didn’t see this coming. You just didn’t want me to–‘ I bit off my words. I wouldn’t say what was on my mind: that Dimitri was jealous. Or possessive. Or whatever. I just knew he’d been irritated to see me friendly with Joshua … and very amused at my outrage over Angeline’s attack. I abruptly turned to Sydney, who was just as entertained as Dimitri. In fact, I was pretty sure I’d never seen her smile so much. “Did you know about this custom?’
“No,’ she admitted, “but I’m not surprised. I told you they’re savage. A lot of ordinary problems are settled by fights like that.’
“It’s stupid,’ I said, not caring that I was whining. I touched the top of my head, wishing I had a mirror to see if Angeline had taken a noticeable chunk of hair. “Although … she wasn’t bad. Unpolished, but not bad. Are they all that tough? The humans and Moroi too?’
“That’s my understanding.’
I pondered that. I was annoyed and embarrassed by what had happened, but I had to admit the Keepers were suddenly way more interesting. How ironic that such a backward group had the insight to teach everyone to fight, no matter their race. Meanwhile, my own “enlightened’ culture still refused to teach defense.
“And that’s why Strigoi don’t bother them,’ I murmured, recalling breakfast. I didn’t even realize what I’d said until Dimitri’s smile dropped. He glanced toward the window, face grim.
“I should check in with Boris again and see what he’s found.’ He turned back toward Sydney. “It won’t take long. We don’t all need to go. Should I just take your car since I only have to go a little ways?’
She shrugged and reached for her keys. We’d learned earlier that Sydney’s phone could pick up a signal about ten minutes from the village. He was right. There really was no reason for us all to go for a quick phone call. After my fight, Sydney and I were reasonably safe. No one would mess with me now. Still … I didn’t like the thought of Dimitri reliving his Strigoi days alone.
“You should still go,’ I told her, thinking fast. “I need to check in on Lissa.’ Not entirely a lie. What my friends had heard from Joe was still weighing on me. “I can usually still keep track of what’s going on around me at the same time, but it might be better if you’re away–especially in case Alchemists do show up.’
My logic was faulty, though her colleagues were still a concern. “I doubt they’d come while it’s dark,’ she said, “but I don’t really want to hang out if you’re just going to stare into space.’ She didn’t admit it, and I didn’t need to say anything, but I suspected she didn’t want someone else driving her car anyway.
Dimitri thought her coming was unnecessary and said as much, but apparently, he didn’t feel like he could boss her around as much as me. So, they both set out, leaving me alone in the room. I watched them wistfully. Despite how annoying his earlier mockery had been, I was worried about him. I’d seen the effect of the last call and wished I could be there now to comfort him. I had a feeling he wouldn’t have allowed that, so I accepted Sydney’s accompaniment as a small victory.
With them gone, I decided I really would check in with Lissa. I’d said it more as an excuse, but truthfully, it beat the alternative–going back out and socializing. I didn’t want any more people congratulating me, and apparently, Joshua had read my “maybe’ and acceptance of the bracelet as a real commitment. I still thought he was devastatingly cute but couldn’t handle seeing his adoration.
Sitting cross-legged on Angeline’s bed, I opened myself to the bond and what Lissa was experiencing. She was walking through the halls of a building I didn’t recognize at first. A moment later, I got my bearings. It was a building at Court that housed a large spa and salon–as well as the hideout of Rhonda the gypsy. It seemed weird that Lissa would be going to get her fortune told, but once I got a glimpse of her companions, I knew she was up to something else.
The usual suspects were with her: Adrian and Christian. My heart leapt at seeing Adrian again–especially after the Joshua Incident. My last spirit dream had been too brief.
Christian was holding Lissa’s hand as they walked, his grip warm and reassuring. He looked confident and determined–though with that typically snarky half-smile of his. Lissa was the one who felt nervous and was clearly bracing herself for something. I could feel her dreading her next task, even though she believed it was necessary.
“Is this it?’ she asked, coming to a halt in front of a door.
“I think so,’ said Christian. “That receptionist said it was the red one.’
Lissa hesitated only a moment and then knocked. Nothing. Either the room was empty or she was being ignored. She held up her hand again, and the door opened. Ambrose stood there, stunning as always, even in jeans and a casual blue T-shirt. The clothing hugged his body in a way that showed off every muscle. He could have walked straight off the cover of GQ.
“Hey,’ he said, clearly surprised.
“Hey,’ said Lissa back. “We were wondering if we could talk to you?’
Ambrose ever so slightly inclined his head toward the room. “I’m kind of busy right now.’ Beyond him, Lissa could see a massage table with a Moroi woman lying face down. The lower half of her body had a towel over it, but her back was bare, shining in the dim lighting with oil. Scented candles burned in the room, and a calming kind of New Age music played softly.
“Wow,’ said Adrian. “You don’t waste any time, do you? She’s only been in her grave a few hours, and you’ve already got someone new.’ Tatiana had finally been laid to rest earlier in the day, just before sunset. The burial had had much less fanfare than the original attempt.
Ambrose gave Adrian a sharp look. “She’s my client. It’s my job. You forget that some of us have to work for a living.’
“Please?’ asked Lissa, hastily stepping in front of Adrian. “It won’t take long.’
Ambrose looked my friends over a moment and then sighed. He glanced behind him. “Lorraine? I have to step outside. I’ll be right back, okay?’
“Okay,’ called the woman. She shifted, facing him. She was older than I’d expected, mid-forties or so. I guess if you were paying for a massage, there was no reason not to have a masseuse half your age. “Hurry back.’
He gave her a dazzling smile as he shut the door, a smile that dropped once he was alone with my friends. “Okay, what’s going on? I don’t like the looks on your faces.’
Ambrose might have radically deviated from a dhampir man’s normal life, but he’d had the same training as any guardian. He was observant. He was always on the lookout for potential threats.
“We, uh, wanted to talk to you about …’ Lissa hesitated. Talking about investigations and interrogations was one thing. Carrying them out was another. “About Tatiana’s murder.’
Ambrose’s eyebrows rose. “Ah. I see. Not sure what there is to say, except that I don’t think Rose did it. I don’t think you believe that either, despite what’s going around. Everyone’s talking about how shocked and upset you are. You’re getting a lot of sympathy over having been tricked by such a dangerous and sinister “friend.”
Lissa felt her cheeks flush. By publicly condemning me and renouncing our friendship, Lissa was keeping herself out of trouble. It had been Abe and Tasha’s advice, and Lissa knew it was sound. Yet, even though it was an act, she still felt guilty. Christian stepped to her defense.
“Back off. That’s not what this is about.’
“What is it about then?’ asked Ambrose.
Lissa jumped in, worried Christian and Adrian might upset Ambrose and make it difficult to get answers. “Abe Mazur told us that in the courtroom, you said or, uh, did something to Rose.’
Ambrose looked shocked, and I had to give him points for being convincing. “Did something? What does that mean? Does Mazur think I, like, hit on her in front of all those people?’
“I don’t know,’ admitted Lissa. “He just saw something, that’s all.’
“I wished her good luck,’ said Ambrose, still looking offended. “Is that okay?’
“Yeah, yeah.’ Lissa had made a point to talk to Ambrose before Abe could, fearing Abe’s methods would involve threats and a lot of physical force. Now, she was wondering if she was doing so great a job. “Look, we’re just trying to find out who really killed the queen. You were close to her. If there’s anything–anything–at all you’ve got that can help us, we’d appreciate it. We need it.’
Ambrose glanced curiously between them. Then, he suddenly understood. “You think I did it! That’s what this is about.’ None of them said anything. “I can’t believe this! I already got this from the guardians … but from you? I thought you knew me better.’
“We don’t know you at all,’ said Adrian flatly. “All we know is you had lots of access to my aunt.’ He pointed at the door. “And obviously, it didn’t take you long to move on.’
“Did you miss the part where I said that’s my job? I’m giving her a massage, that’s it. Not everything is sordid and dirty.’ Ambrose shook his head in frustration and ran a hand through his brown hair. “My relationship with Tatiana wasn’t dirty either. I cared about her. I would never do anything to hurt her.’
“Don’t statistics say most murders happen between close people?’ asked Christian.
Lissa glared at him and Adrian. “Stop it. Both of you.’ She looked back at Ambrose. “No one’s accusing you of anything. But you were around her a lot. And Rose told me you were upset about the age law.’
“When I first heard about it, yeah,’ Ambrose said. “And even then, I told Rose there was some mistake–that there must be something we didn’t know. Tatiana would have never put those dhampirs in danger without a good reason.’
“Like making herself look good in front of all those terrified royals?’ asked Christian.
“Watch it,’ warned Adrian. Lissa couldn’t decide which was more annoying: her two guys teaming up to spar against Ambrose or them throwing barbs at each other.
“No!’ Ambrose’s voice rang throughout the narrow hall. “She didn’t want to do that. But if she didn’t, worse things were going to happen. There are people who wanted–still want–to round up all the dhampirs who don’t fight and force them into it. Tatiana passed the age law as a way to stall that.’
Silence fell. I’d already learned this from Tatiana’s note, but it was shocking news to my friends. Ambrose kept going, seeing he was gaining ground.
“She was actually open to lots of other options. She wanted to explore spirit. She approved of Moroi learning to fight.’
That got a reaction from Adrian. He still wore that sardonic expression, but I could also see faint lines of pain and sorrow on his face. The burial earlier must have been hard on him, and hearing others reveal information you hadn’t known about a loved one had to hurt.
“Well, I obviously wasn’t sleeping with her like you were,’ said Adrian, “but I knew her pretty well, too. She never said a word about anything like that.’
“Not publicly,’ agreed Ambrose. “Not even privately. Only a few people knew. She was having a small group of Moroi trained in secret–men and women, different ages. She wanted to see how well Moroi could learn. If it was possible for them to defend themselves. But she knew people’d be upset about it, so she made the group and their trainer keep quiet.’
Adrian gave no response to this, and I could see his thoughts had turned inward. Ambrose’s revelation wasn’t bad news, exactly, but Adrian was still hurt at the thought that his aunt had kept so much from him. Lissa, meanwhile, was eating the news up, seizing and analyzing every piece of info.
“Who were they? The Moroi being trained?’ “I don’t know,’ said Ambrose. “Tatiana was quiet about it. I never found out their names, just their instructor.’
“Who was … ?’ prompted Christian.
“Grant.’
Christian and Lissa exchanged startled looks. “My Grant?’ she asked. “The one Tatiana assigned to me?’
Ambrose nodded. “That’s why she gave him to you. She trusted him.’
Lissa said nothing, but I heard her thoughts loud and clear. She’d been pleased and surprised when Grant and Serena–the guardians who had replaced Dimitri and me– had offered to teach Lissa and Christian basic defense moves. Lissa had thought she’d simply stumbled onto a progressive-thinking guardian, not realizing she had one of the pioneers in teaching combat to Moroi.
Some piece of this was important, she and I were both certain, though neither of us could make the connection. Lissa puzzled it over, not protesting when Adrian and Christian threw in some questions of their own. Ambrose was still clearly offended by the inquisition, but he answered everything with forced patience. He had alibis, and his affection and regard for Tatiana never wavered. Lissa believed him, though Christian and Adrian still seemed skeptical.
“Everyone’s been all over me about her death,’ said Ambrose, “but nobody questioned Blake very long.’
“Blake?’ asked Lissa.
“Blake Lazar. Someone else she was …’
“Involved with?’ suggested Christian, rolling his eyes.
“Him?’ exclaimed Adrian in disgust. “No way. She wouldn’t stoop that low.’
Lissa racked her brain through the Lazar family but couldn’t peg the name. There were just too many of them. “Who is he?’
“An idiot,’ said Adrian. “Makes me look like an upstanding member of society.’
That actually brought a smile to Ambrose’s face. “I agree. But he’s a pretty idiot, and Tatiana liked that.’ I heard affection in his voice as he spoke her name.
“She was sleeping with him too?’ Lissa asked. Adrian winced at the mention of his great-aunt’s sex life, but a whole new world of possibilities had opened up. More lovers meant more suspects. “How did you feel about that?’
Ambrose’s amusement faded. He gave her a sharp look. “Not jealous enough to kill her, if that’s what you’re getting at. We had an understanding. She and I were close– yes, “involved’–but we both saw other people too.’
“Wait,’ said Christian. I had the feeling he was really enjoying this now. Tatiana’s murder was no joke, but a soap opera was definitely unfolding before them. “You were sleeping with other people too? This is getting hard to follow.’
Not for Lissa. In fact, it was becoming clearer and clearer that Tatiana’s murder could have been a crime of passion, rather than anything political. Like Abe had said, someone with access to her bedroom was a likely suspect. And some woman jealous over sharing a lover with Tatiana? That was perhaps the most convincing motive thus far–if only we knew the women.
“Who?’ Lissa asked. “Who else were you seeing?’ “No one who’d kill her,’ said Ambrose sternly. “I’m not giving you names. I’m entitled to some privacy–so are they.’
“Not if one of them was jealous and killed my aunt,’ growled Adrian. Joshua had looked down on Adrian for not “protecting’ me, but in that moment, defending his aunt’s honor, he looked as fierce as any guardian or Keeper warrior. It was kind of sexy.
“None of them killed her, I’m certain,’ said Ambrose. “And as much as I despise him, I don’t think Blake did either. He’s not smart enough to pull it off and frame Rose.’ Ambrose gestured to the door. His teeth were clenched, and lines of frustration marred his handsome face. “Look, I don’t know what else I can say to convince you. I need to get back in there. I’m sorry if I seem difficult, but this has been kind of hard on me, okay? Believe me, I’d love it if you could find out who did that to her.’ Pain flashed through his eyes. He swallowed and looked down for a moment, as though he didn’t want them to know just how much he’d cared about Tatiana. When he looked up again, his expression was fierce and determined again. “I want you to and will help if I can. But I’m telling you, look for someone with political motives. Not romantic ones.’
Lissa still had a million more questions. Ambrose might be convinced the murder was free of jealousy and sex, but she wasn’t. She would have really liked the names of his other women but didn’t want to push too hard. For a moment, she considered compelling him as she had Joe. But no. She wouldn’t cross that line again, especially with someone she considered a friend. At least not yet. “Okay,’ she said reluctantly. “Thank you. Thank you for helping us.’
Ambrose seemed surprised at her politeness, and his face softened. “I’ll see if I can dig up anything to help you. They’re keeping her rooms and possessions locked down, but I might still be able to get in there. I’ll let you know.’
Lissa smiled, genuinely grateful. “Thank you. That’d be great.’
A touch on my arm brought me back to the drab little room in West Virginia. Sydney and Dimitri were looking down at me. “Rose?’ asked Dimitri. I had a feeling this wasn’t the first time he’d tried to get my attention.