“And you,” her father went on, “like the many great women and men of this House, shall use it to defend our kingdom.” Her eyes rose to his face, handsome and unlined. Solemn and kingly. “That is your charge, your sole duty.” He braced a hand on the rim of the shield, tapping it for emphasis. “To defend, Aelin. To protect.”
She had nodded, not understanding. And her father had kissed her brow, as if he half hoped she’d never need to.
Cairn ground her into the glass again.
No sound remained in her for screaming.
“I am growing bored of this,” Maeve said, her silver tray of food forgotten. She leaned forward on her throne, the owl behind her rustling its wings. “Do you believe, Aelin Galathynius, that I will not make the sacrifices necessary to obtain what I seek?”
She had forgotten how to speak. Had not uttered a word here, anyway.
“Allow me to demonstrate,” Maeve said, straightening. Fenrys’s eyes flared with warning.
Maeve waved an ivory hand at Connall, frozen beside her throne. Where he’d remained since he’d brought the queen’s food. “Do it.”
Connall drew one of the knives from his belt. Stepped toward Fenrys.
No.
The word was a cold clang through her. Her lips even formed it as she jerked against the chains, lines of liquid fire shooting along her legs.
Connall advanced another step.
Glass crunched and cracked beneath her. No, no—
Connall stopped above Fenrys, his hand shaking. Fenrys only snarled up at him.
Connall raised his knife into the air between them.
She could not surge to her feet. Could not rise against the chains and glass. Could do nothing, nothing—
Cairn gripped her by the neck, fingers digging in hard enough to bruise, and ground her again into the blood-drenched shards. A rasping, broken scream cracked from her lips.
Fenrys. Her only tether to life, to this reality—
Connall’s blade glinted. He’d come to help at Mistward. He had defied Maeve then; perhaps he’d do it now, perhaps his hateful words had been a deception—
The blade plunged down.
Not into Fenrys.
But Connall’s own heart.
Fenrys moved—or tried to. Maw gaping in what might have been a scream, he tried and tried to lunge for his brother as Connall crashed to the tiled veranda. As blood began to pool.
The owl on Maeve’s throne flapped its wings once, as if in horror. But Cairn let out a low laugh, the sound rumbling past Aelin’s head.
Real. This was real. It had to be.
Something cold and oily lurched through her. Her hands slackened at her sides. The light left Connall’s dark eyes, his black hair spilled on the floor around him in a dark mirror to the blood leaking away.
Fenrys was shaking. Aelin might have been, too.
“You tainted something that belonged to me, Aelin Galathynius,” Maeve said. “And now it must be purged.”
Fenrys was whining, still attempting to crawl to the brother dead on the ground. Fae could heal; perhaps Connall’s heart could mend—
Connall’s chest rose in a rattling, shallow breath.
It didn’t move again.
Fenrys’s howl cleaved the night.
Cairn let go, and Aelin slumped onto the glass, hands and wrists stinging.
She let herself lie there, half sprawled. Let the crown tumble off her head and skitter across the floor, dragon-glass spraying where it bounced. Bounced, then rolled, curving across the veranda. All the way to the stone railing.
And into the roaring, hateful river below.
“There is no one here to help you.” Maeve’s voice was as empty as the gaps between stars. “And there is no one coming for you.”
Aelin’s fingers curled in the ancient glass.
“Think on it. Think on this night, Aelin.” Maeve snapped her fingers. “We’re done here.”
Cairn’s hands wrapped around the chains.
Her legs buckled, feet splitting open anew. She barely felt it, barely felt it through the rage and the sea of fire down deep, deep below.
But as Cairn hauled her up, his savage hands roving, she struck.
Two blows.
A shard of glass plunged into the side of his neck. He staggered back, cursing as blood sprayed.
Aelin whirled, glass ripping her soles apart, and hurled the shard in her other hand. Right at Maeve.
It missed by a hairsbreadth. Scraping Maeve’s pale cheek before clattering off the throne behind her. The owl perched just above it screeched.
Rough hands gripped her, Cairn shouting, raging shrieks of You little bitch, but she didn’t hear them. Not as a trickle of blood snaked down Maeve’s cheek.
Black blood. As dark as night.
As dark as the eyes that the queen fixed on her, a hand rising to her cheek.
Aelin’s legs slackened, and she didn’t fight the guards heaving her away.
A blink, and the blood flowed red. Its scent as coppery as her own.
A trick of the light. A hallucination, another dream—
Maeve peered at the crimson stain coating her pale fingers.
An onyx wind snapped for Aelin, wrapping around her neck.
It squeezed, and she knew no more.
CHAPTER 9
Cairn tied her to the altar and left her.
Fenrys didn’t enter until long after she’d awoken.
The blood was still leaking from where Cairn had also left the glass in her legs, her feet.
It was not a wolf who slipped into the stone chamber, but a male.
Each of Fenrys’s steps told her enough before she beheld the deadness of his eyes, the pallor of his usually golden skin. He stared at nothing, even as he stopped before where she lay chained.
Beyond words, unsure her throat would even work, Aelin blinked three times. Are you all right?
Two blinks answered. No.
Lingering salt tracks streaked his cheeks.
Her chains rustled as she stretched a shaking finger toward him.
Silently, he slid his hand into hers.